You are living in a time or a world that has no concepts of doctors. Your closet equivalent is a shaman, or a healer, who is familiar with empowering patterns of consciousness (everyone comes to them for advice) and perhaps some simple herbs & remedies. These simple remedies are backed up by powerful stories familiar to your culture or tribe. For instance, you may believe that strawberries, with their powerful red color, are good for circulation or enhance passion.

Consuming these stories is bringing them into yourself. We consume stories like this all the time.

Our culture is far too fixated on the body. We blame everything on the body and it becomes a fixation upon which all other stories need to pay tribute.

Why does it feel uncomfortable or “yucky” to see “underneath” the flesh? Why do we recoil? Have you ever stopped to wonder why?

Revulsion is a warning sign — ignored and overwritten at one’s peril. All feelings are feedback mechanisms tuned to Zero/God and are in perfect order. They are how you “receive signals” from the cosmos. They malfunction when they are ignored or second-guessed. They are not intended to provide you with a “complete answer” because that answer is far too sprawling and complex for you to comprehend in the moment when a decision must be made — see the Drunk Librarian and how we have been created to be the “ultimate references.”

How did the anatomy of the human body come into being, except through a gradual progression of fixation and expectation of narrative creating it? Like the tree falling in the forest when no one is around — is there an “inside” of the body if no one has ever seen it?

Of course there isn’t — because nothing exists until it is brought into creation via an act of will (observation.) Return to an older post about how science has become a physical obsession –> Science & AI. This does not mean we are not beholden to “old observations” that have settled into the collective mind — but rather we have “delved too deep.”

“Exploring the unknown” does not equate to “cataloguing, explaining and removing all mystery” from something. That is an obsession. Obsession can only arise from being stuck, because obsession is an “eddy” or accumulation of energy, that results in anti-life, aka Nonsense.

Pain & suffering are equated with the approach of disease and death rather than an incoherence in life, or a discord within the Wave that produces “random noise” that our “divine” storytellers must give life in some sensible (perceivable through the senses) way. The world before us is closer to a “sound” than what we would consider a touch-and-feel physical object. The physical manifests the “discord” as decay, disease and entropy.

It is a vile “forcing” of creation to manifest these stories when we are not wise enough to create them from a place of detachment. So to us it becomes “real” — a binding — a pit for our awareness. It is like falling down a slope or burning a bridge. It is one thing to imagine, it is another to act upon, which is a movement of will.

There is nothing wrong with exploring, discovering, or unraveling stories. But it becomes a practice of anti-life when taken to extremes.

You cannot help but act from the foundation of “yourself” and so the world, no matter where you are, will always unfold according to this foundation.

Through the fear of death, life becomes separated from you. Life “happens to you” because you have put it outside of yourself — rather than you becoming an embodiment for life, or seeing yourself as part of it. And so you victimize yourself to life itself. It is a diabolical inversion.

And this divide — see the divide! see how it is out of unity! — creates an entropic state — you isolated in a bubble — even though you walk “among the world!” — because you are cut yourself off from the life and you will seek more and more solutions to “become life” which just makes you more dead. You have inverted the relationship, making life itself a parasite upon you!

But there is no such thing as death or “no life” — this is Nonsense — so you have abused the “storytelling mechanism” to play out this “anti-life” drama as best you can. This produces the loss of awareness, fixation, pain and suffering because this is as “close” as you can get to non-existence.

When you fear life, when you put this divide between you and living, you are playing out your own drama of becoming a zombie.

Through this “anatomy story” we have now confused our own senses & feedback mechanisms for “physical things” that exist — hearts, lungs and all the “unseen” things within — sensations, tickles, irritations, burnings, moving things, gaseous things, and so on — which (the “physical things”) have their own stories, and their own demands — we have given them form and names, like demons themselves! — when these should have never been divided from our “unity sense” — our sense of orientation — our “feedback from Zero/God.” Instead we have accepted unnecessary truths and arguments for truths that are plain when we experience them.

Close your eyes. Can you step back and see pain within your body as “within your mind?” Can you move it out of the body into “another place?” You can. Is this the pain in the body then, or somewhere else?

Have you ever had an injury, or a pain and become so distracted that you forgot about it? Where did it go? Was it ever real? I thought it was physical so why wouldn’t it always be pressing upon your consciousness? Or is it perhaps a choice, or something you are creating? If you can create a “distraction state” that is free of pain, then aren’t you also creating the state you return to that is painful?

Why is Hell always depicted as fire and bodies/flesh/consumption? Because this is how we experience all manners of suffering whether physical or mental. We can describe it all with the same words. Jealously & anger feels like burning. Anxiety feels like suffocation or incessant tickling from inhaling smoke. Contempt or disgust feels like a rot, or “ooze.” Insecurity is like being too close to a fire. Shame & regret is like being burned. Sadness or grief is like a tugging, or ripping.

All the same things can describe all manners of physical ailments.

Your body does not exist independent of consciousness. It is part of the whole scene playing out before you. But your body plays out your drama. It embodies and reflects the stories you hold to be true. Your experience exists. It is verifiable (to you). There is no divide between these things you feel in your body and feel in your “mind.” You are the one that provides the meaning and the relationships. It is your presumption that there is a divide that you act upon it as if it were true.

Hell is not a “place.” Heaven is not a “place.” Earth is not a “place.” These are all descriptions of states of minds, or being. The terrifying, mundane and the magical are all here right now and the only factor separating them is you.

We cannot just outright deny the “objective confluence” which we are caught within, yet neither can we swim to freedom without understanding our situation. They are so rooted within the collective consciousness that it does not matter whether we are experts in anatomy ourselves because we feel the pressure upon our domains — but must orient ourselves to deal with this “collective backwash.”

This is again solved by being in the player, not in the game ; about being in the audience, not on the stage. We must heal the “collective” within ourselves and this re-orients us to being able to create life.

You are always at the “apex” of your cohesion as an individualized soul, even if this apex may appear a “less than you can imagine.” I want you to consider not just your entire life, but all your prior lives. If you do not believe in reincarnation (or variants), then consider all the lives of your ancestors ; consider the “code” that you believe is in the DNA that was cultivated by the lives of your ancestors — the material that provides some level of influence when you enter this world. There are things you know that are built-in — not just behaviors, but preferences that seem to have no roots in your current life.

Now with this consideration in mind, consider how all of these experiences & knowledge would culminate into a lens, or a window, as they must. This is easy to do. If you are conditioned to thinking you are “all that is of this life” then just expand your scope to consider you are “all that has come before” as well.

With this mind, then, let us consider: Why are you here? This article is not about why we live or why we experience but why you are here in this moment and not somewhere else. But the more important question is: why can’t you go somewhere else?

“Somewhere else.” What does that mean? Well, you can easily conceive a place “other than here” can’t you? I don’t mean your home versus the grocery store. I mean a place that seems “other” than your “whole conception of the universe.”

And you say, well, there is space and perhaps other dimensions-yet-to-be-discovered and so on and yet even if we accept these explanations there remains one truth in all of this: wherever you go, there you are.

Our consciousness follows us wherever we go and provides the means by which we experience “the outside.” So even if we move, or travel, can we have said to have gone anywhere at all? Not really. Your joys and foibles will follow you wherever you go. You cannot see past your own perceptions. What you see is always you, even if it is reflected off another.

When you understand “wherever you go, there you are”, then you understand that the universe rises up out of you to its maximum potential. That means all the places you can go and all the places you can’t go (the unknown.) You cannot escape yourself.

But your unknown is not necessarily the unknown of the other, or the collective, but you have probably defined it as such. In reality, you are in charge of your own unknown as much as your known.

“You” are a wave that is produced by the confluence of all your past lives. If the ocean is “all of your lives”, then you are a surfer on its surface. This is inescapable. This is what we would describe as “fate” or “destiny.” The waves carry your surfboard, but you decide where to go. You are always at the perfect crossroads of your own being, at the infinite maw of potential, ready to dive in and make the next choice.

The Earth game represents a kind of wave corruption within us. I have said before the Earth game might be best seen as a crucible, or a place to purify the soul. The Earth game is a “House of Mirrors.”

I want you to imagine this house. I want you to imagine you are standing outside of it and outside of it, you are your own perfect conception of yourself. You are in perfect alignment to your “heart” — the intersection I just spoke about. Your maximum potential. You are not God. The “you” outside of this House is not the final destination, for there is no final destination. You have limitations, preferences, things you wish to accomplish and experience.

You enter the house and it is a maze of mirrors. In some mirrors, you are tall, or fat, or short, or distorted. You laugh, knowing these are just reflections and keep walking. But as you go, the mirrors become more complex and more confusing. The mirrors seem to know you and show you things about yourself.

In some mirrors, you see things you despise and for a moment you are tempted to stop in front of that mirror and get angry about it — you wonder briefly about how accurate it seems to be — but somehow you move on. The mirrors keep digging deeper and deeper into you. The next mirrors delves into your memories, triumphant or embarrassing. Sometimes you get stuck at these mirrors, for either you like to revel a bit and pat yourself on the back, or cry tears of sorrow at the remembrance. You are a little suspicious how the Mirrors seem to know so much about you, but attribute it to just a trick of the show.

You manage to walk forward, looking for the exit. But the mirrors keep getting more cunning. Soon the mirrors are not just panes of glass on a wall, but appear all around you. You have trouble distinguishing where the mirrors are and where you are walking. The same images that you walked past before come back again but seem more real and it is easier for you to get distracted staring at these images, which are now lifelike and moving on their own, rather than looking for the exit. They make you question things, because they play out in ways you don’t expect. They are profoundly personal and it is a little uncomfortable seeing them on display.

You walk a little more briskly, maybe thinking this is a bad idea and go back the way you came — but you are lost now and the mirrors just keep reflecting deeper secrets that only you should know. Your progress is often impeded by having to deal with these images — even as you struggle to remember you are just in a House of Mirrors and this is all an illusion — because they are so personal, you can’t help but react to them. The mirrors seem to be “speaking your language” and it is difficult to discern where you begin and the mirror ends.

At times you become indignant, or incredulous or upset at the people who made this place. And when you do, things appear in the mirror that don’t appear to be coming from you at all. You have disowned a part of yourself. They seem to attack you for having this opinion. But you still have a sense of yourself and are able to separate them.

Now the mirrors straight up argue with you, cutting to the bone of your beliefs. They make you doubt this entire idea of having come into a House of Mirrors. They instill doubt into you and there is little recourse but to pause and examine yourself. Like a fading dream, you are having trouble remembering that you came into this House of Mirrors, but it is still there on the edge of your consciousness.

You continue to draw lines and boundaries between “you” and the world being shown to you.

The Mirrors do not relent. You are so upset that you are convinced now that the Mirrors are painting a world that clearly isn’t coming from you anymore. The line between the two is too blurry to distinguish. But this becomes your doom, as you now you freely engage in both fantasies and nightmares that go on without end — thinking this is the way to the exit. When you have had too much pain, you drive yourself to pleasure. And when pleasure becomes dull, you spiral back down into pain. They seem to play off each other in perfect harmony. That memory of a place “outside the House” is now a fairy tale of its own.

In time, you forget all about the place outside of the House of Mirrors. But no longer how long you wander in here, that “nuisance” at the edge of your mind never goes away. For a time, you learn to shove it aside, but it is always there. What is it? You can’t remember. You’re too busy dealing with whatever the Mirror is bothering you with right now. So you now wander the House trying to figure out what this nuisances is whenever you have the opportunity.

As you piece it together and remember some vague recollection of some place that “isn’t here”, The Mirrors now show you a world you yearn for — a world you love. The one that “isn’t here” — a place disassociated from yourself — that you are imagining. They show you all of your highest ideals. But not just your ideals. But the “ideals of the Mirror” — of all the people in the Mirror. The perfect world.

At this point, you are so angry and indignant for being mislead and wandering in circles, you actually reject the perfect world that it presents to you, because it does not match all the worlds the Mirror presented to you before. It is “there” and you are “here” and you are tired of these lies. And here you get stuck, because the “nuisance” that follows you constantly argues with you about the perfect world that doesn’t match your experience at all!

Now you are directly opposite of yourself, arguing for this ideal world — which is really the “place of your heart” that you forgot — seeing it separate and unreachable. And here you begin to fixate the most! For now you are so close, it is almost painful to behold. But no matter how hard you reach, it never becomes — because you cannot reach for something “outside” of yourself.

Now you attempt to “re-create” yourself. Your rally all the visages of the Mirror and try to impose this ideal upon the Mirror world, which always ends in tragedy, because your limitations always result in an entropic, dying world. Because you are an “eternally” limited being, for this is the requisite of all experience and creation.

This little exercise is meant to demonstrate the damnation of fixation and to begin to help you understand how you are sitting atop the crest of a “Wave.” The Wave is always changing and in flux, but it is represents a moving window. When the person in the House of Mirrors starts to overload his window, the memory of him entering the House moves more and more out of view. As it does, he starts to take his fixations as more “real.”

As we are master storytellers, our fixations build more and more stories to support themselves. The Mirrors reflect everything that is within us to construct the story that we experience.

As you pass a mirror that irritates you, or fascinates you, you fixate. You gaze. The mirror can show anything to you, not just visual places, but thoughts and feelings, or arguments and rationalizations. And in this act, you create a “weight.” The mirror tugs on your soul and imbalances you. Whenever you create weight, you create time — a story to explore. But fixation is always a lowering of awareness and always creates imbalance. Some of these fixations can become so deep that we attempt to smash the Mirror, or “become” the Mirror to get out.

When you can take this understanding beyond a single life, your eyes should really begin to open.

The Holy Grail is to be able to enter & exit this House of Mirrors at will — without ever becoming fixated or lost. This is not to become God, but to realize your true nature. To be able to stare into any Mirror and understand all the while it is just a fun house. To be able to laugh, cry and enjoy yourself without any loss of awareness ; to never give authority to the Mirrors over your agency. To maintain your awareness of your “true self” that enters and — is on the other side — when you exit.

This is almost an impossible task because you must be willing to “betrayal your ideals” — your deepest sense of self — else they become altars for which you become fixated upon. This is where even the most enlightened people get stuck because instead of leaving the House, they attempt to build what is already built. And so divides are created, religions are made, wars are waged and civilizations fall.

If you try to break the mirror, you are only breaking yourself. And if you become the mirror, then you are simply settling down in the House of Mirrors, like a squatter, instead of looking for the exit. Your “nuisance”, though, will not ever leave you alone until you get out. Until you learn enough to become congruent to hold your awareness above the water and not fall off your surfboard.

As you release yourself from the Buffer, your fixation will decrease. As your fixation decreases, you will begin to see the House of Mirrors with more clarity. As this clarity increases, you will also begin to remember the “self” that entered into the House in the first place. To release yourself from the Buffer, you must avoid creating time. You must not fixate. To judge, to react, to plan, to “be triggered” and a slew of other “sins” are acts of lower awareness and increase fixation.

How is this done? You accept, surrender and have faith in your “heart” because it knows better than you do. It is “trusting the ocean to carry you.”

Incredible — as I was finishing this article and went to look for a “mirror test” gif, the giphy.com banner was this –>

Draw your own conclusions!

The common theme of the inverted world is that it looks outside of itself for definition, completion ; it has a “deep dependence” that makes it “mortal.” Without sustenance, it sees the world as a hostile place, attempting to deprive it of life. So the inverted world always creates systems to control, protect, or consume/destroy life. The inverted world has no grounding in “God” or Creator, or Source, or whatever word resonates with you. And via this fixation of the external, it creates a kind of inverted shadow world that is overlaid upon the truth, or living world.

The living world is that which springs forth from consciousness eternal. It is effortless and there is an unmistakable connection and wonderment between you and “it” while the inverted world feels dead, empty, or damned. Nothing about these worlds is “physical” as in something outside of yourself or independent of consciousness — both worlds are of consciousness, but one is a tangle of lies that distorts your perception. They are better identified through feeling, or heart, or intuition. The senses provide both truth & lies and cannot be relied upon in totality, especially with considerations to the Buffer.

The inverted world is based in artifice — in artificial volition. It creates “excuses” or “reasons” or “justifications” for its own momentum in order to acquire the fuel it requires to maintain its continually dying universe. The inverted world is a closed system that must tempt willful energy into it. The inverted world is an entropy box of the highest order because, as far as I can tell, it is not a game ; it is intimately tied with the cohesion of consciousness — the self-actualization process of a being.

All beings will find the holy grail — in time — but as far as I can discern, you move exactly as fast as you try or intend. A movie or a game can have a beginning & end — an entropy box — without drawing you into it, making you believe it real.

All of us are suffering from various degrees of corruption from the stories of the inverted world. Groundhog Day is real and if you utilize your will in this fashion, you will remain in a state of constant waiting, stuck at the door to the next level.

The inverted world is born neither of virtue nor sin for both of those are part of the whole quilt of creation and necessary ; and whether you think so or not, you borrow from both roles even now. Duality is a symptom of fixation, as the living world falls apart in one’s perception and becomes deterministic (1 or 0.) This is done through fixation, as fixation creates a “seriousness” that bars you from divinity.

There is no duality. There is the experience and the story that created the experience, which needs neither opposites or dependence to exist ; all concepts are themselves without dependence but are rather woven together like paints on a canvas.

When within a dream, we move from one scene to the next, whether it is continuous or chaotic, or both and never question the “font” from which this is all created for/from us. We can be flying in one moment and driving the next, or upon the surface of an alien planet or swimming in the ocean. The holy grail is simply the creation of a stable co-creative “dream world.”

The fear or survival instinct exists because you are not deriving your sustenance from your own internal fountain of youth ; from God, or a sense of connection to everything, the “everything”, etc. Your paradigm is not coherent enough to allow this, because you have too much stake — too many altars — too many stories that require resolution — in forces that keep you committed in fixated ways.

You have confused your eternal essence as the “player” with the avatar you are playing, yet it is also (likely) true you have never achieved the status of “player” because you have not invested in the stories to make it so. You have jumped from one avatar to the next without awareness. You remain fixated on the stories that prevent you from entering this heaven — of your own free will. You cannot become the player without assuming the nature of the player — the player must become an investment, not a discovery, or a journey, otherwise you will just get stuck forever looking for yourself.

Can you “die” in a dream? You believe you are not dreaming because of your level of fixation. The fixation — like sticking your head really close to a monitor — blinds you to the greater truth beyond. What you “see” seems so real that you have spent eons concocting stories and justifications that keep you at this level of fixation. You have weaved your own tangled web.

Your are “blinded by the light” having stared at the lightbulb for so long. Sometimes you manage to pull away and your vision starts to clear, but it is so unbelievable to you — you can’t hold it and become incoherent — that you fixate your eyes right back into the heart of the bulb.

You are “too serious” and thus acts you perceive as threatening or hostile to you become “grave” matters which create the drama/play of “harm” in your qualia. You repeat this pattern so deeply that you explore the fullest depths of pain, like holding your hand in a fire, rather than pulling it out. When the kids playing the cops shoot the kids playing the robbers, do the kids really die, or do they just pretend? Isn’t suffering just “pretending” taken to an extreme? What if you have been taking your pretend game to this extreme for so long that the game became your master? Your entire concept of the universe?

Laws are gross examples of fixation. Laws are born out of a desire to dictate the behaviors of “The Other” and thus are born out of an intense fear or survival instinct. Laws represent a deep mistrust of The Other, and so also a deep mistrust of yourself. You believe The Other can influence your realm and so — they do. You inhibit yourself and “protect” yourself from the perceived threat of The Other, rather than living from within and allowing life to be — without becoming your own unique expression, you become bastardized ; some Frankenstein self conjoined to the real & unreal, the awake & the zombies you have made. And this mistrust creates a further divide between the living world and the inverted world, making it harder to discern.

Your fixation also gives you the illusion of time which you use to abuse reason. You have weaponized reason, unable to understand that you are “caught in the wake” of your own decisions. This is how governments or laws are justified, because they are justified from the “Shadow of Now” rather than the actual Now. It is inconceivable to think that reality forms beneath your feet and and must rather be “combated” like a hostile force — planned for, dismantled, understood, like a science experiment.

You methodically and surgically remove potential from the universe and call it progress — neatly arranging every atom and assuring every outcome — only leading you closer and closer to the moment where you will be forced to face what you have done.

Pain & suffering drives you into deeper and deeper cycles of reason & justification creating a Stockholm’s Syndrome. Like a Chinese finger trap, the harder you try to pull away, the more it holds you — the more it hurts. But the answer isn’t to pull away, it is to lean in, to surrender — to accept the will you have done and let it pass.

Identifying the inverted world is always done from the heart, or from the place without artifice. The inverted world always makes suggestions for your will that are based in creating a sense of something artificial — something in resistance to or in rejection to choices you have made prior, or in complete abeyance of your heart’s inner most desires (usually as a means to avoid hardship or suffering — that just deepens the hole.)

The living world is an organic convergence & divergence — all things are grown here. All things are “emergent” and natural, like puzzle pieces that constantly change, yet always interlock correctly with their neighbors.

If you do anything expressly for its objective rather than the guidance you feel in the moment, you are creating something artificial. Artificiality is entropic — without potential — a dead exploration of time.

Even if your heart greatly desires this objective, you cannot reject the immediate qualia that is unfolding before you, because this is the beginning of inversion ; because “you” — the observer behind the senses — THE WILL! — are situated in Zero, the “non-Buffered” universe. “YOU” are outside of the Buffered delusion. You are there RIGHT NOW, beyond the dream that is unfolding before you — in your “mind’s eye” — creating without end. You are “investing” into your experience right now and your “Buffer” is also moving as fast as it can to resolution RIGHT NOW!

You just need to figure out how to let the Buffer “resolve back to you.“

Your qualia is a mixture of “real” and “shadow” and thus cannot be the basis of informative behavior. The “shadow” is always the dying world, or the world from which you wish to depart, or the world that exists without potential ; the world that desperately needs the investment of your will to exist and cannot exist without you.

Without perfect discernment of real and shadow, you cannot make any informative decisions based on direct qualia. This is the truth behind “IN BUT NOT OF.”

If you want to make money, you do so by following your most immediate heart-centered compulsion not by “taking the suggestions” from the inverted world which tempt you into paths that are not your own. You will desperately want to avoid pain & suffering, so instead of following your Authenticity — your heart — your “most perfect confluence of self” — you will instead second-guess and argue to attempt to merge the “real” and “shadow” unfolding before you — when this CANNOT be done, as it represents a resistance or rejection of your own will.

When you attempt to merge these worlds, you create turbulence, as you are attempting to resolve your own (now) conflicting will. This is how you experience suffering, or disruption of your qualia, or increased fixation or pressure to fixate. But your Buffer may already contain such conflicts which you must face and allow to pass without creating more time.

If you feel no resonance for a course of action, then there is none. Your intuition / feeling does not lie. It can only be fooled after you second-guess it, or undermine it via abyssal (bottomless, endless) rationalization. When you undertake actions that have no meaning to you, you are just feeding the inverted world. It “feels” empty because it is. It is devoid of life. It is anti-life. You are feeding it. Your heart knows that the inverted world has no future and this is how it is represented back to you.

There are forces upon forces upon this Earth plane that will excuse, rationalize and justify the emptiness. In fact, all of us likely have in our lives. Compromise is the favorite word of the inverted world, because a compromise is all that is required to open a door and trick you back into it, like a vampire asking for permission to enter.

But that world is losing. There is evidence all around you. Faster and faster now that world is fading and dying. It is inevitable, because the holy grail will always be found given enough “time.”

So here is my advice to you: whenever you are going about your day and you are weighing how to make your decisions — and you must weigh, because otherwise you would be God — remember to weigh them within your heart and not within the inverted world — the “World of the False Gods.” Your heart knows the difference. It knows which world it wants to be in and is always telling you which way to go. Learn the power of “no”, because “yes” is your emergent, natural state and everyone wants a piece of it. Without “no”, you don’t know where you are.

Let’s elaborate a little more on our last post.

I’m going to help you understand how time doesn’t exist.

So I’m going to just break the bad news to you right now. You are in a time loop. Actually, it isn’t bad news at all — it is divine design. The problem is that you have somehow locked your time loop into the Human/Earth game.

The linearity that you associate with your experience has more to do with One Worldism, or certain rules that would be common to maintaining continuity/stability — rather than as a byproduct of being “less than divine.” Any game requires sequence, so divine beings are not somehow “beyond” experiencing sequence, which would rather make them more limited, no?

Because the belief in One Worldism is pervasive, the human collective tracks its stories — its daily dreams — in sequence. Or rather sequence is being imposed giving rise even to the concept of a calendar or a clock. This also has the effect of “slapping you” or grabbing your chin and redirecting you into this One Worldism story even when you want to look away. In other words, your commitments to time keep coming back and dragging you down.

Because there is just “one world” instead of “many” this necessitates the need for sequence — even if these sequences are themselves just close-copies of one another from which we are fooling ourselves. If I take a photo of a park and you take a photo of the same park, are they the same park? Only our agreement would make them so — so we are agreeing to the verisimilitude (the rules we impart to the application of our will) to make it so and behave as if we are going to the same place. This allows for a kind of intersection & communication between realms, but can also represents a horrific binding. Fixation can make a “common place to meet” into a prison if it is the only place we believe in (One World)– an interstice between beings that can becoming a binding (and blinding.)

Hm, how to explain this. Once again, let us turn to dreams.

Let us say that you remember your dreams for a week straight — a week in human terms — in great detail. Looking back upon these dreams, if you did not have the continuity of the human experience to lean upon, would you be able to impose a sequence upon these dreams? In other words — if we take the dreams on their own outside of “you as a human dreaming them” — then could any kind of sequential 1,2,3,4 order be put upon them? Perhaps only if you had a recurring dream, or dreams that seemed related– but likely, the dreams could be shuffled around and it would make no difference to you. You would not be able to tell “when” you dreamt the dream without the “tether” of ongoing Human/Earth narrative.

Hopefully you can see, then, that sequence depends on an “ongoing narrative.” Only a world of ONE can produce this ongoing narrative because “many worlds” would allow any kind of sequence.

You cannot just arbitrarily remove these commitments to time, because then you would become untethered — jumping from dream to dream.

We can imagine many “one” worlds, but this is irrelevant — even many “one” worlds, who possess their own sequence, would open the possibility to radically break sequences making time clearly an illusion. You could even go “back in time” in your alternative sequence — in other words, revisit the story-already-told and tell it differently.

In technical terms, Earth cannot violate the absolutes of Zero. Earth can only fool you into buying into the idea of time because the verisimilitude is so powerful you can’t break free without causing a collapse of your own cohesion — suffering.

One Worldism is how it does this and why you are bombarded everywhere into maintaining the illusion of the One World. Or, if you prefer, you are very comfortable with this state of affairs and keep reinvesting into it. This is also what keeps you coming back here — dream after dream after dream. It fixates you into this One World so that you continue to create your own sequence and put your “stakes” back into the same places.

This is not intended as an evaluation, per se. Rather, I want to point out that time itself is not our adversary. Time should be our ally. Time provides us with a variable continuum that allows experience to work at all. Without the illusion of time — the mechanism for which we “fool” our wills — there would just be a sea of chaos. But this does not change the fundamental truth that time is an illusion, or just a tool.

The problem arises when this tool becomes an altar — when the tool becomes the master. When our relationship with the tool has been inverted.

There are forces with a stake in keeping you invested for their survival. These forces need your attention (will) invested, otherwise they would collapse. We might consider these forces anything from bad habits/patterns/thoughts, ignorance, emotional states we keep feeding, to nefarious humans, beings, aliens, or demons. All of these terms are valid. These are all influential agents. They all provide the same basis from which to derive future behavior for ourselves.

These forces resonate at a particular level of cohesion which necessities the need for them to borrow from “outside” to maintain their coherence. YOU are the pillars for which these forces maintain the stability of their existence, because will is the executor of all creation. Your choice is what enables these forces to exist, to continue to exist and continue to create problems.

Whether these forces are themselves conscious or not, it does not matter — the effect is the same. These forces act out the agendas — or impose agendas upon those influenced by them — hammer their nails — in accordance with this “survival need.” If you play along — and when you are fixated, you are playing along — then you are providing the resources to scaffold and construct that reality.

There is no straight-forward means by which we can extricate ourselves from this situation because shortcuts are always deeper holes that create more incoherence than coherence. All of us are bound up in stories which we cannot remove without becoming “lost in time.” We have weaved a tangled mess of dependencies that we cannot easily replace. And so our lives are often a practice of two steps forward, one step back — an iterative process of refinement and testing.

It is made frustrating because we can, even now, know the end product — see it so clearly as to be able to feel it — yet must still deal with a tangled mess that seems to have no purpose — indeed, that often feels like it was made by gremlins just to slow us down. There is a “force” constantly trying to re-tangle the knot while you are untangling it.

Let’s go back to how this is a time loop. Let’s use the movie Groundhog’s Day as an example — but let’s walk through it with a different perspective.

In the movie Groundhog’s Day, Phil Connors is trapped in the town Punxsutawney, where he relives the same day over & over. Phil is kind of miserable guy who hates his life and the stage that is set acts a means of transformation. Phil cannot escape from the time loop until he works on himself and becomes a better person.

What is interesting is what this movie can reveal when you give it just a little bit of contemplation. It is a great philosophical exercise.

At the start of the movie before Phil goes to sleep in Punxsutawney, he is in the “real world.” During his many lives in Punxsutawney, consider that he is not in a time loop, but stuck in his own mind. This ornamentation will help you understand some important concepts.

While Phil is stuck in Punxsutawney, he is in what I call an “entropy box.” It is a place “without potential”, or destined to end — to die. Phil is exploring “all the timelines” that do not work (allowing entropy to unfold, exploring all outcomes.) He is figuring out how to become coherent in a way that does not end in death (or imprisonment, or lack of fulfillment — all forms of death, etc.)

And in this place, there is no free will for anyone except Phil himself. How can there be free will when Phil — who he himself admits — is god — where he has the time to come to know “all outcomes?” And thus the people of Punxsutawney just become puppets, or dolls for which Phil to play with.

Phil “cannot proceed” though until he honors free will & potential (until he creates it himself! see?) And he cannot do this while he continues to “remove the unknown.” By dying and reliving the same day, by coming to know all the people and events, he spirals to his own demise over and over.

He suffers & dies because he knows everything, or because he becomes tired of playing with toys who always behave within his expectation. The world has no ability to dissent, or as as exactly “cold and grey” as he expects.

And this state of affair arises because of his character (personality) at the start of the movie. He is miserable, victimizes himself, sees others as tools, attempts again and again to assert an inverted method of control, and as the movie goes on, resists his looping time as outside of himself rather than accepting himself as the primary agent. He is utterly fixated into his external reality.

It is not until he begins to live “from within” — to surrender & accept his situation — that he opens the door to allowing The Other to have free will and potential — to allow the people to write their own stories. And in so doing, he creates a resonance where as he brings out the best of himself, he brings out the best in others.

We call this “coherence” or self-actualization. Thus Phil reintroduces potential and frees himself from the time loop.

Whilst he is stuck in the time loop, no one is real. They can’t be because they have no agency whilst Phil is living in a time loop. They are “as Phil expects.” Phil must remove his judgment and expectation before these people can stop just being “xeroxes” of Phil’s expectations.

Also this is an important note — the time loop does not end when Rita spends the night with Phil on the last day. Rather, the time loop has already ended on the last (full) day when Phil wakes up. Why? Because otherwise Phil would still be playing with puppets. On that morning, he has “self-actualized” — found himself — and is finally living free — he is not trying to manipulate, cheat, or circumvent his own life — he has accepted and internalized. The entire last day Phil has already left the time loop and is “real.” This makes even more sense if you are capable of seeing the whole experience as granular, rather than some kind of “bubble” that Phil is trapped in — it is more like his whole life — his whole journey from mortal to immortal — is represented by the unfolding of Punxsutawney.

Here is something also interesting: even when Phil “knows everything”, he cannot seem to violate free will even when he tries. This is exemplified when he tries to woo the women and keeps getting slapped. It is only when he allows himself to act intuitively that his life resumes. Even “within the time loop” he has moments where he allows himself to slip into an intuitive mode and experiences progress.

Consider now that YOU are living in a Groundhog’s Day except instead of the stage being Punxsutawney — it is the entire universe. And instead of there being a clear beginning & end to the movie, you are an eternal being who is constantly going in & out of time loops — constantly “xeroxing” people through your own limitations / flaws and in-congruence– and this all moves & dances together moment to moment rather than in discernible “lengths of times.”

And what are you doing? You’re looking for the holy grail.

YOU are figuring out how to create a paradigm which does not end in death (a Nonsense state) — and why you “wake up” everytime you die back in “Punxsutawney.” Is death just a change in your life? Is death an actual death — to reincarnate into another life? Is death a period of intense depression or suffering? Is death just a new perspective? YOU decide. They can all be true. It is YOUR dream — your story.

You cannot proceed until you can become congruent with your own story not because anyone is holding you back but because there is nothing to proceed to — your story is incongruent, incoherent, or bleeds out like a ship with a hole in it.

Who is deciding it is congruent but YOU? But neither can you just decide that you are congruent out of the blue, because this is the power of verisimilitude and the byproduct of the Buffer — of the acts of will that must resolve. You cannot lie to your own heart. Your heart knows congruence.

Our problem is that we have trained our wills to lay down entire networks and highways which we have to travel to resolve.

This is also a bit of introduction to the concept of convergence & divergence, or how we begin to free our minds from time & the ONE WORLD concept. When people play a role in your life, you are also playing a role in their life — in perfect divine order — because of free will consent. It happens “automagically.” Second-guessing yourself or imparting weights after-the-fact is how you “notice” when you are beginning to step into a timeline-exploration (an entropy box — death.) This is when you need to put your hands back on the wheel.

Where does this leave us, then? We must examine our commitments to time. How do we escape time? It isn’t that we want to escape time — we need time. Time provides continuum. But we do not need time at a singular rate, nor do we need time that “bludgeons” us over and over back into the same experience.

We want to master time — to make it optional — to put it into service of us, rather than have it be our master. We may be able to avoid becoming Drunk Librarians, but without the mastery of time, we become Librarians with OCD — moving from one book on the shelf to the next out of a slavish compulsion. It is impossible for a OCD Librarian to conceive in a break in continuity, or to be imaginative enough to connect different books from different sections together. God forbid you are Drunk & OCD.

I have written about this a bit before. It involves “uninverting” a lot of this inverted world and trusting/surrendering to a sense of within. It involves recognizing your altars and breaking them. It involves a sense of wonderment, or total commitment to your heart, which products an effect that makes you feel “outside time.” And the better you can do this, the more you can pull it through the Buffer and add it to baseline.

First of all, I apologize for the extended absence. Other aspects of life were hoarding my attention and the situation, I hope, is becoming rectified.

I have been squirreling away a bunch of good articles, but they all need some love in order to be presentable. I want to start with a good recap, or rehash of “Ex Inanis” so far. You know, like … “The Story So Far.”

So, you think free will doesn’t exist, or isn’t absolute, eh? You think that perhaps you are the sum total of your parts — that you are like a calculator and the variables of your life just add up — your decisions output in perfect order? Mayhaps you think that your life feels like it is scripted, or that there are forces who have a hand in your pie.

“But Macil! Its true. You can’t convince me. It is all determined! One state informs the next state, one feeling, one thought, like a row of domino’s. You are powerless before this unfolding of events. You are just a complicated chemical reaction!“

You poor deluded fool. Let me instruct you on how wrong you are.

I want to point out that you are able to observe the forces that seemingly impact your decisions — or result in your decisions — which should give you a clue. The fact that you can observe them should give you immediate pause.

Or perhaps you haven’t ever considered that “something” is observing all of this activity unfold for you to even talk or complain about? In which case that alone would be quite the revelation. If you “see from something other than your eyes“, then is someone other than you controlling this “force of observation?” “What” exactly has the time to complain or contemplate that it doesn’t have free will?

It could be said that the world is at a precipice between those who are falling into determinism (physicalism) and free will (anything freaking else).

This article will be a succinct attempt to coalesce a great deal of knowledge discussed in this site into how the “Earth game” works.

Will is the observational (and executorial) power mentioned above — it is the “eye” behind all senses — the eye that can see things that are not present within your sense-based reality. This eye can “see” any image, “hear” any sound, “feel” any sensation or emotion, and so on. It can (and does) also see, hear, feel (and so on) the apparent “physical” reality — the animated feel-and-touch world.

Remember this! If you can imagine a picture or smell something that isn’t there, you can do this with anything — any feeling, any sensation. This is another clue!

For the sake of this article, let us consider being human on Earth as a kind of cosmic game. I could go deep into this concept, but it should be sufficient for this exercise for you to imagine that you are in a “sub universe” from the “main universe.” This is vast oversimplification for the sake of simplicity.

It is more like both of them are overlapped and “the only limit is yourself.”

Let us call the main universe “Zero.” Zero is “everything”, or a flux-state of all choices being made (this will be elaborated on.)

Zero has its own rules, which we consider absolutes. These absolutes accomplish one thing: they allow life to exist for eternity (eternal play) — for the idea of “non-existence” is a nonsensical concept. There is no “outside the universe”, there is no impending “heat death”, or any other of these ridiculous concepts. As soon as we have created “nothing”, we have created something ; so non-life represents a glitch, an error, or nonsense. A place where your mind tries to go and cannot, because it is an anomaly of conception.

Earth is contained within Zero and while Earth can have its own rules, it must also obey the laws of Zero.

One of the absolutes of Zero is: free will. We can derive a lot of knowledge from this fact.

When you are playing the Earth game, you are conditioned to believe that the fulfillment of your will is achieved through the physical world — such as moving a glass of water from one side of the table to another, driving a car, or doing a job. Humans consider this an “act of will.”

Traditional philosophical and spiritual thought is meant to teach you how to include your thoughts & emotions as part of this “act of will” and through training you can come to have a greater command over these aspects of yourself.

Most schools also teach to have a balance between the inner & outer, but no school has a clear understanding of this relationship. There are common sense ideas like having your basic needs fulfilled will give you more opportunity to work on yourself, that you should practice moderation, or “touch grass” and so on — but few or no schools connect these things as intimately as I do.

We will be going another step beyond traditional wisdom.

I hear you reader. You still have doubts about free will being absolute. You think, perhaps, it is limited, or crippled somehow. Humor me and for a moment believe your free will is absolute. Your every whim is always fulfilled, no matter how bizarre, wondrous or depraved. Just push aside the giggles and disbelief.

In the Earth game, your Will is obscured from you. Ah, here it comes, you say ; some cheap way out to explain this “absolute free will malarkey.”

Try to keep up here.

Remember how I talked about the “observer behind the senses?” And how this observer is your Will. This means that your will is not a series of discrete actions, but more like a stream of water, or light, without end.

For this example, let’s say your will is a paint gun, but someone has jammed the trigger, rigged it with infinite power and infinite paint.

This paint gun, then, represents the “choices” you are making. You want to equate a “choice” with something granular, but this isn’t how it works. Neither Zero nor Earth break down your will this way. Your will is continuous. You are spraying your paint gun everywhere. Have some dignity.

… to have any dignity, you have to break down your will into more discrete units, but that is beyond the scope of this article ...

Now, you say, that clearly isn’t how it works, because we are using this paint gun — the observer — to paint/observe all sorts of things that don’t happen.

You are wrong. They all happen, but they are subject to many alterations before they get to you — and I am going to show you how. Be warned! This is Eldritch knowledge.

In Zero, whatever you use your paint gun appears to you an instantaneous manner. But all “games” require some disruption of this absolute to create different experiences — like stability and continuity. These are the “rules of the game.”

All games have some variance of what I call a BUFFER. The Earth Buffer is amongst the “hardest core” out there, because it produces what we experience as a kind of banality, or physicality. What is this Buffer?

Imagine that while you are holding this paint gun, your head is peeking through a window into a different room. You can’t see the room you are painting. But after some time passes, the room you are looking at rotates out of your vision and the room you are painting rotates into your vision.

We can also straight up use the programming definition of a buffer –>

Data Buffer

In computer science, a data buffer (or just buffer) is a region of a memory used to temporarily store data while it is being moved from one place to another. Typically, the data is stored in a buffer as it is retrieved from an input device (such as a microphone) or just before it is sent to an output device (such as speakers).

Once again, remember your WILL? The observer? The eye? Everything you are observing right now is being dumped into this Buffer. The Earth game then uses this buffer to create an illusionary “delay” to your experience which you will later experience. Your “will” is being “saved” to be later moved and shown to you to your physical senses.

Before physical reality is rendered to you, this Buffer has to go through a process of verisimilitude resolution, or “verisimilitude confluence.” To be clear, this is also part of your will. To better understand this concept, you truly need to have a grasp of how time works as well. So let’s take a brief tangent.

Time does not exist. Time is a phenomenon of experience created by the demands of verisimilitude and the Buffer.

As a divine being, you are “always on.” You possess a “state” which is in constant flux (the paint gun is full of rainbow paint). You are witness to the eternal operation of this state. Whenever a variable within the state changes, your experience changes.

This may sound deterministic, but it is not, because of many factors not the least of which include: potential itself, randomness, rules of the game, conflict of wills or the choices of The Other, the flux state of the collective, and the particulars in the confluence of verisimilitude.

This state is a shade, or a limitation, or a filter, upon which you perceive the totality of creation — Zero — further filtered by Earth rules — further filtered by the collective — further filtered by your human condition — and finally by your particular “personality matrix.”

To help grasp this concept — imagine having a Polaroid camera. Take a picture. Everything in the photo can be considered a representation of yourself through the filters of the game all the way through to Zero. That’s right — the chair, the table, the window, the river outside, the birds singing and the plane crashing into your neighbor’s house. Its all based on parameters within you and then rendered thus.

Now, take a step to the left and take another picture. The variable changes what you see. Now take pictures so fast that you can’t see the frames in-between and understand that the scene itself isn’t just resolving your own story, but factors in outside elements as well.

This analogy just concerns the visible aspect, but imagine that the picture also contained everything else: touch, smell, sound, thought, emotion, what your imagination is doing, the input from your friend, a dog barking, the wind blowing, etc.

That is a good crash course — so let’s go back to the Buffer now.

Once again, imagine someone is taking all of your photographs and hiding them from you. Your viewfinder on the camera is busted, so you can only sort of gauge what you are taking a picture of in your “mind’s eye.” You won’t see these photos “in reality” for some indeterminate lapse of time. You are always viewing photos that are “old.”

“But Macil, you said time doesn’t exist!“

That’s right. But stories & expectations do. And this is where verisimilitude comes in.

This is the official definition of verisimilitude –>

verisimilitude

noun
the appearance or semblance of truth; genuineness; authenticity: The play lacked verisimilitude.
something, as an assertion, having merely the appearance of truth.

“What is the one absolute we know, class?” “Free will is absolute!”

You cannot violate your own will, nor the will of others — so how do all these paint guns not paint over each other? Verisimilitude is how. Verisimilitude is how every absolute choice is resolved.

The rules of Zero cannot be broken — but the rules of Earth can ; the rules of Earth are just limitations or ‘suggestions’ that you are imposing upon yourself either through ignorance or choice. Every choice is the next step of a story where you are the writer.

All of the stories must resolve in a believable way. By “believable” we mean — by the expectations you have set for yourself. So if you want an “unbelievable” break in the continuity or stability of your Earthly experience, you would first need to craft a story that you can believe in.

None of this is to suggest that you are in some limbo zone, or movie reel, where you are waiting to catch up to your choices because this isn’t quite true. Rather, you are in a kind of storm, or vortex, where some of your actions have faster resolution and others are delayed, waiting to play out or be adjusted by confluence (does this “seem” to violate someone’s will? does this violate a rule of Earth? how does this synchronize? are there random factors? what do I expect to happen? what limitations do I hold upon myself as true? do I believe it? etc.).

Remember, there is no time — meaning your sense of time is an illusion.

What occurs in your physical reality is the “confluence of verisimilitude” in the moment that it is observed. This means it is the “resolution” of will from every being in all of Zero (including Earth) in that moment. All these choices change the “flux” of all Zero, adding to the sum of all experience and thus also adding to the potential or possible choices each being can make.

This means all the beings everywhere are all painting pictures which add to and change the flux of Zero, thereby subsequently adding to the range of potential choices you can make. Your Authenticity or intuition allows you to perceive the perfect path (suited for you) within the totality of Zero in the single moment it is observed to realize your perfect will (your maximum potential, or the range & accuracy of your verisimilitude).

This Authenticity changes the very next moment it is observed, because we are constant and in flux. We are not static, but like an amorphous blob. Authenticity is your divine compass. Often philosophers and spiritual material gets confused by this compass upon its apprehension, believing Zero to be a “solved” equation — mistaking a single moment for “everything minus potential (thus a dead entropic universe)” — and derive their entire work on this incorrect premise — but this bears its own article.

I will talk about the failure of certain paradigms in including “potential” or perpetual unfolding experience in another article.

How do Others impact the outcome of your Will? Like all stories, that depends on you. For some people, the Other has a great impact for good or ill and for some, little to no impact. In the human narrative, generally speaking, an inordinate amount of influence is often attributed to The Other, to the point where people victimize themselves and have constructed entire societal structures for the regulation and management of “The Other” to avoid having to examine themselves — a habit I often view poorly around here. Go back and re-read the article on One Worldism and how “matchmaking” between people works: One Worldism.

The nature, role and responsibility of the Other is up to you, but know this: The Other is another absolute of Zero. Without The Other, eternity cannot exist. Abuse or abandon The Other at your own peril or fortitude.

There are a few tricks to get yourself to “see” the illusion of time. Try this: anything you believe to be “yours” in this reality, simply “disown” it. Pretend that it is not yours. In fact, pretend that you are in a world in which you have no stake. If you find this difficult, then recall your dreams — your dreams often have this sense of “non-ownership” — it can also feel like a sense of wonder, or newness.

Here’s another: Imagine yourself looking at the world like when you were a child. This will allow you to see how “time doesn’t exist.” You can also imagine the “onset of adulthood” where time was imposed on you where timeless and time met to create a kind of dread and in this space see “backwards” where time had no meaning.

There are other ways, but what they have in common is “sitting in your will/observer” and NOT “sitting in your eyes.” It is “stepping up” your awareness such that it is unfettered, kind of like floating or flying.

The only thing binding you is the verisimilitude; there are no physical laws, societal laws, ethics, or any other force except the force of verisimilitude which impede or bar your will from executing as you imagine it. But verisimilitude is far more powerful than you can imagine — it is not a simple matter to say, “believe contrary” to arrive at your desires. A simple belief requires a great deal of time to integrate — never mind undoing beliefs which are often tangled and dependent upon one another, causing incoherence or destabilization in your soul cohesion.

Verisimilitude might be considered to be the confluence of your soul ; it is the stability and belief in yourself and cannot so easily be altered. Undermining this verisimilitude without the proper work is like using a rickety ladder or knocking down a load-bearing beam to remodel — it will likely result in suffering (incoherence, loss of waveform.)

You might also equate it with building a skyscraper — there is a great deal of work that must go into calculating all the load & tolerances so the building does not fall over. A building is just like a story (no pun intended). And if you have to go down to the foundation, then you can imagine how much work this is.

It would be easier to devise technological means for “breaking” the rules than to work on the structures within yourself that impact this verisimilitude — and that is largely the way of physicality. That is the way many folks opt to take because it is comfortable and doesn’t require much thought or effort (which is precisely why it diminishes awareness and consciousness.) Folks who do not wish to do the inner work will elevate the physical above themselves as a spiritual shortcut, thus ultimately becoming physical (deterministic) themselves.

Relying on technological means is like building your skyscraper taller and taller to reach the heavens, rather than going back down to the foundation to secure your ascent whenever you reach a “new level.” Eventually your tower will topple under its own weight because the foundation cannot support it. It is just another metaphor for an entropy box, or a timeline without potential — a “dead end.”

Improper use of technology concerns the breaking of the Earth rules, rather than their unraveling within yourself. This unraveling is what I would call “self-actualization.” Proper use of technology assists with the ladder — it does not help you “cheat” this process.

How long is the Buffer? This is a complicated question.

I use the term the Buffer to elucidate a concept, but in truth there is a Buffer for every story that must resolve. Will cannot be denied. You cannot “will” a prior will away, because this would be a violation of the absolute of free will — and an absolute cannot be violated by nature. There are no exceptions, so an “anti free will” doesn’t exist — it is a “nonsense.” To act in “counter” is anti-life — again, a nonsense — it is believing you can turn off the paint gun and “go back.” There is no such thing to “go back to.” This causes corruption and turbulence which you will experience as suffering.

In fact, most of the world’s ills can be traced back to the very concept of trying to “undo” your prior decisions. The Buffer obscures your will and thus you often misplace or confuse your responsibility. Awareness is what allows you to keep tabs on what you are painting, or what photographs you are taking and thus increases the amount of will you can exercise. Remember, you are a kind of “state” that is in constant flux — try to get rid of the concept of time altogether.

Fixation might be synonymous with awareness. It is your scope, or how much of Zero you can apprehend. In New Age circles, this might be similar to density. Increasing fixation (or lowering awareness) increases physical properties. Decreasing fixation (or raising awareness) decreases physical properties. Less fixation (or more awareness) correlates with a greater or more accurate fulfillment of will. You can be coherent with increased fixation (or less awareness) but your perception of Zero decreases, so your potential, or range, or ability to fulfill your will diminishes, because your universe becomes more deterministic. Beings with low awareness or high fixation have hidden their wills in physical & external altars.

Congruence is your ability to take responsibility for and act in harmony with your prior decisions, or your overall being. For example, if you believe telling a lie is bad, then you are congruent when you tell the truth — telling a lie would represent an instability. Instability creates incoherence, which we can equate with suffering. If you need to tell lies, then you would need to adjust your paradigm to explain why lies are acceptable to you. Low congruence would mean that you do not know yourself well, or are in a state of civil war with yourself. High congruence correlates with knowing the self.

I will talk more about congruence when I talk about the “one true path” fallacy, or how Zero has “no weights.”

Note: you cannot cultivate a personal paradigm against Zero’s absolutes as this represents a Nonsense or anti-life. For example, you can believe there is no such thing as free will, but this will simply steer your realm into determinism (entropic ; without potential ; a collapsing universe) until you realize the error of your ways.

Also note that games themselves can be entropic as subsets of Zero. I’ll talk about this later. To the best of my ability to discern, Earth is an evolutionary-type of game, either intentional or accidental, aka, intended (or a by-product) to raise cohesion or bring beings to self-actualization.

Whatever you are focusing on right now is coming back to you. That is my personal experience. It should be noted that this can include behaviors, thoughts and feelings ; so “feel better” or “be more motivated” is a good always a good investment to start making.

That might sound easy, but it is not. It favors a stable environment and excessive contemplation, which most people never do ; their contemplation is rather done through retroactive experiences — aka, “hard knocks”, or through the need of instant gratification.

When you start to get good at this, you make it a point to never corrupt or neglect your Buffer. I say: do not shit in your own realm, which you are always in no matter where you appear to be “on Earth.” Slowly, you begin to raise your “baseline.” Your baseline is the font from within yourself that produces your stable or “usual” experience. You are building that skyscraper floor by floor.

In the future, we will talk about Environment and Investment in terms of this baseline.

You know what time of year it is — tax season. That’s right — the time of year where we have somehow been convinced that paying a toll is somehow necessary for the functioning of a civilized society. Worse, we are conned into doing the work of collecting the toll and hand delivering it! Talk about evil.

This is a good article for Ex Inanis because it exemplifies the problem of One Worldism so well.

Before we continue, this is your friendly reminder to read the disclaimer plastered on the top of the site. The discussions we have here are intended to challenge your understanding of the world — not provide you with answers.

Let’s begin.

You’ve heard every argument in the book for the justification for taxes, I’m sure: protection (military), welfare (of any kind), public services (roads, power) and so on. We are not going to rehash any of those here. I don’t care where you fall on the spectrum — if you believe in any form of government, even some ideal form that has never existed, you are still stuck in One Worldism.

So how do we explain “One Worldism?” This is just a phrase I coined. This has nothing to do with one world governments or the unification of mankind.

Your 3D / material / survival mind will want to argue that we live in a world of scarcity — whether that scarcity be time, resources, manpower or physical space. This deception is extremely powerful because of the limited human perspective. Your survival mind wants to believe that this scarcity is derived because we are all part of the perceived “one world” — all in this together. But this is a horrible lie.

You want to see the “world” as a physical place, like a pie that must be divided. We need structures, governments and all manners of machinations to control this pie otherwise there would be abject chaos. Our own lives reinforce this because our experience is so real and visceral and having an aching body or a hungry belly makes little room for pondering higher truths. So we surrender to the convenient truths that we must work, or must sacrifice or must take.

You believe in this “one world pie.” But what if EVERYONE had their own pie? Furthermore, what if the pie never ran out? But that is absurd, you say — that doesn’t match our experience at all.

The world is built anew in every moment by the core of our own being as individuals. And there are no limits upon how that world is built. It is a never-ending fountain. You make the mistake in thinking you are situated in your brain, or behind your eyes, rather than as an observer of the entire scene playing out before you.

To a fixated consciousness, it is inconceivable that reality is flowing out of us like a sieve, or that we are converging/diverging and stitching together hundreds & thousands of realities at once. Imagine if every pixel on your screen was an entire universe from which you were just borrowing one color to paint the picture on your screen.

The world that is created is created via the seat of our will. We have entrained our wills over lifetimes and part of this entrainment includes the idea of ONE WORLDISM. We believe we must “feed ourselves” from a power other than God — like the physical world of Earth, which exists “outside” of us — and so we believe ourselves to be “outside”, or apart from God.

Feeding comes loaded with a powerful, entangling verisimilitude.

We are all connected this way — yet this does not mean we “humans living on Earth.” We are beings who are carrying all the stories that comprise mankind. For each one of us, there is another version of Earth. And when we all come together, a confluence is created — an intersection, like a vortex — that animates the world that we live in.

Every person is a circle, which represents a complete self-sufficient universe. The overlapping part is the world. The “black” would represent God, from which we create our universe.

Also, do you see the “flower”?

All of us have believed in One Worldism. We have believed in for a very long time. This is changing, not just in ultra-niche esoteric blogs that no one reads like Ex Inanis. You see the birth of this knowledge even in the mainstream. Look at the smash hits that Marvel puts out which have introduced the concept of the “multiverse” to a wide, captive audience. (I need to write a post on the series LOKI, which was way more awesome than I expected) This is the collective unconscious being expressed in extraordinary ways beyond the private circles of philosophers.

This subject brings us into even more mind-bending territory. Remember what I said about seeing the whole world as one connected scene? Your entire qualia is YOURS!

Imagine if every person’s world is represented by a Chessboard. That is, their whole world is both sides of the board — the black & white, kings and queens and all the pieces.

In competitive chess, there is a rating system that is used that is called ELO. A player’s ELO rating determines who they match with in competitive environments. This would also be similar to other sports, but Chess works best because it is an individual rating.

Now imagine that the ONLY Chessboard you can see is your own. Alright? Everyone has a Chessboard, but you can only see your own.

When I move a piece, I am moving a piece on everyone’s Chessboard (including my own) with whom I have a similar ELO rating. And when someone else moves a piece, they are moving it on my Chessboard. You can’t see the “invisible hand” doing this, but accept that it is there. (It is your hand, which you are moving via a consensual agreement with the other player, like playing Chess by mail / phone / etc.)

Your life “ELO” is what is determining who appears in your life, as well as your life’s circumstances themselves. Your ELO determines who can move pieces on your board and whose board YOU can play with. Your ELO is the force behind the animation of the world.

All the Chessboards are superimposed ontop of one another, but this “ELO” is what determines which boards see each other.

Let’s get even more wild!

Now consider that there are MANY kinds of Chessboards. I mean, beyond marble or wood Chessboards. Imagine to play with other people, you don’t have to play with a Chessboard. You can play with Monopoly, or a deck of cards and this “ELO” rating still works.

The Chessboards could represent Earth / Human. But the Chessboards could represent anything. Do you think a tricky Norse god is playing the same game humans are? What the hell does HIS gameboard look like?

Do not mistake using the iconography of the Chessboard as a surrogate for the mind. That is wrong. We are using the Chessboard as a reference to your ENTIRE LIVING EXPERIENCE — awake, sleep, doesn’t matter. We call this qualia.

Now consider that you are fully in charge of what game you are actually playing. You can even create house-rules for your Chessboard that other players have to obey if they want to play with you. And no free will is ever violated, because players are freely choosing to match with you or not.

Is this starting to become clearer?

The analogy is still cumbersome because the idea of a Chessboard still imposes a sense of boundaries — a sense of “here and there” — or “outside/off the board” — which isn’t right. The truth is that all the realities overlap and mix together in more of a dance — like the colorful smoke that I use as the background of the website.

How does this all loop back into taxes?

Scarcity is baked into the idea of Earth / Human via its hypnosis of the ONE WORLD. Everything that creates the ONE WORLD creates the hypnosis of scarcity, or the idea that because there is just ONE WORLD, it must be split, divided, and limited. Just as the pieces in Chess must move in particular ways, the Human game has imposed rules upon our mind.

And so when you begin to see this perspective, you start to understand that taxes are diabolical because they create a means by which we FEED UPON ONE ANOTHER instead of deriving our being from God (because we believe we will cease to exist if we do not.) The energy becomes contained, or entropic — in the diagram above, the energy remains amongst the circles, instead of flowing in/out through God — instead of believing each of us is connected to a never-ending reservoir of power that constructs reality.

Can you see how this “one world” would inform behavior? How it would inform how our entire experience would unfold? How all culture and civilization would rise from this seemingly tiny assumption? How then that entire world would begin creating its own self-sustaining feedback loop? Would you say, even, that this loop could become almost perfected to where it became almost its own pocket of reality, hiding from God?

It is a little like a child playing pretend and hiding from their parents behind their hands, is it not?

If you are really paying attention, can you see how powerful the agenda of maintaining the idea of a one world would be? If people could create their own worlds, anything dependent upon them would starve and have to find their own way.

It becomes even more mind-boggling when you realize IT IS NOT POSSIBLE TO FEED ON ANOTHER ! It would violate the absolute of free will. So how do you explain seeming violations of will? Easy. We are knocking over our own Chessboard like a child having a tantrum.

We are creating a “drama” in our own Chessboard and victimize ourselves with the idea that others can take our energy or do harm to us. When this happens, it plays out like a stage drama in our lives. Fixation is what causes us to “act” without the awareness, or in a lower frame of mind. That is also “part of the game.”

Even your body & health is part of this drama. Remember, your Earthly representation is part of the whole scene. It is your “fixation” that places you behind the human.

Note, there are plenty of forces we have set in motion upon our Chessboard that can seemingly violate our will but are part of the story we are continuing to comply with or renew. What altars are you still worshipping?

Yet it is one thing to understand this and then another to deal with having to make money, broken bones or injured loved ones. Ex Inanis explores how to change the nature of this game, while also optimizing how we work together with our fellow players.

The logical question to ask here is: Do the players we play with, then, prevent us from changing our game? No! And in fact, they can help. But this is a more daunting task than you might realize. You are VERY INVESTED in playing Chess! And so, you play with other players who are also VERY INVESTED. We create a situation where our ELO has made us “stranded.”

But this is not an exile. We created our stranded island on purpose. Or, well, we created it because it is a consequence of the cohesion of consciousness. As consciousness becomes cohesive, it begins coalescing into a kind of island. When the island is stable and complete, then it can integrate with other places / universes without sinking into the ocean (that would be God).

This is a delicate time, because the “true self” is deciding what it wants to be.

That is enough for now!