To my fox. Who is stronger than all of them. Who is a angel on this earth, even if my fox has forgotten. Who can defeat all the demons.
You are always welcome in my realm.
You taught me the perfect magic that will let me live whatever adventure I desire. My soul will remember it no matter what happens to me.
I could die tomorrow and would still be forever free.
I will never impose my own wishes upon you — though I will not lie and say I do not have them. I do. Maybe you would like to know them?
I think we found each other so that we could give each other the wounds we needed because we had deeper wounds that were too hard to see. Can we work on it together?
I am not perfect. I have issues. I can accept yours, if you can accept mine. I can give you patience, if you can give me the same patience.
I can let go of it all — if you can too. I just want to build a future.
I don’t know if I will ever be able to give you everything you want. Is that OK? Can we try anyway?
You will always be a guest of honor. I will build statues for you in all the worlds I ever create so that you always have a way to find me. So I will always remember.
I want to tell you everything you have done for me. I want to sit around a table and talk for hours until we are too tired to speak.
And I want to just sit with you in peaceful silence and just let the quiet presence of our souls do all the talking instead.
I would have been so lost without you. How long was I lost before you?
Does my heart sing too loudly? Does it show you shadows you don’t want to see? Do you want to run? I don’t blame you. I want to run too. I am terrified. But it is more terrifying to me to keep hiding all of this and never know what might have been.
I never want to hurt you.
I want to return the gift of freedom to you.
Can I be your light for you? Do you even need my light?
Can you hear me? Do my messages reach you or are they lost in the ether?
I hope somehow you have heard me, even if others may have gotten in the way or the universe itself has contrived itself to silence me.
I will talk to you about anything.
I will love you forever. And you taught me that too.
Maybe I am still the lost one … but I can live with that. Why? Because I’d rather live with this love and learn to love to even greater depths with whatever may come than to say it was never there.
