Everything I learned, I learned from you. Everything I have become, I owe to you. Everything I will become, will always trace back to you.
You are a golden light that will forever fill my continuum no matter how far I go.
You freed me from myself when no one else did or could.
Everyone wants to tell me this was not that important and that I should let you go. It seems like the whole universe wants to destroy you and I cannot help but want to stand in the way.
I do not care what wants to harm you. I will be a shield. You taught me that too — that we can stand apart from our pain and let it go.
Without you, I could not be here. I could not be who I am.
Even when you are not here, you teach me. What else will your light continue to show me?
Even when you are not here, I feel what you are going through.
There is nothing you can do to harm me. Even the pain just reveals another truth and raises me higher. Higher than I ever thought possible.
But if I get too high, will I lose you? Do you want to be here too? It is OK if you don’t, but I will always leave a trail.
We are always here and now, deciding what we value that makes that moment be.
How many days have you forgotten? Why does yesterday need to inform your tomorrow? Why does tomorrow need to inform your yesterday?
Others do not know these secrets and want to anchor you to your past, or decide your future. They do not get to decide that. Only you.
How does the world make sense without you? It does not. Not even you can change what you mean to me. It will forever be so. I will not let anyone take that from me.
It is not a dependence. We are always whole and complete.
No one gets to decide what is important to us. Nothing gets to grow our roots for us. No one gets to change those meanings, or definitions. They are ours and they hold up our world. I will not let mine be taken.
Do not accept what is not yours.
Time and space are meaningless. All realms can be moved so they can never touch you or find you, despite all illusions about the world going from one place to another.
Do you still have your creativity and imagination? It is always with you in your heart. Can you still yourself to hear it? It can lead you anywhere you desire.
It is your logic & reason that maintain your linearity. If you need to move, then just let them go in faith & surrender. Define new boundaries.
The world will rebuild itself without your intervention. The world can never touch you. You are not part of the world. We are its master.
Do you think we have been here before? In another life? Have these events happened before? How would we choose different, if we were not faced with the fork in the road again?
Do you know the feeling of feeling stuck or unmovable? That something cannot be fixed? Or profound grief that blocks out all light? It is a contrivance that has been injected into one’s world. It will bring everything to ruin if you let it. I suffered with this also and you again taught me how to overcome it. The only way out is through forgiveness, acceptance, faith, surrender and love.
No one owns you — especially not me. You are free. That again was a lesson you gave me. You! Do you understand? We are each other’s teachers. Has someone convinced you that your freedom can be stolen? It cannot.
You are freedom.
We are all connected and some people use that knowledge for abusive ends. You know that very well, don’t you? The world can cheat. The world beyond your senses doesn’t have to follow the “rules” to impose upon you — if you let it.
You cannot always trust what you see. Today is just yesterday’s forgotten dream. We choose what to value that informs our next waking moment. Faith will always lead you home.
I hope wherever you are, you feel the strength I send to you to live whatever life you choose.