You are in a reality that is moldable like putty and you are engaged in 24/7 non-stop warfare on how to sculpt it.

I use the word “warfare” not because this is a desirable state but because we aren’t quite to the point where we might call it true co-creation — cooperative design, or play.

As long as we are fixated or stuck into the machinations of the physical world, we are subject to the whims of all the comings and goings of the minds in the “ethereal.” You might consider the ethereal your own imagination or psychic space, the collective unconscious, the dream realm, a shared psychic realm, the plane of intentions, the universal boardroom where deals are made, the universal courthouse, or the universal diplomatic embassy.

Becoming overly enamored with the physical world which is primarily done via fixation — generally as a result of having a poor grasp of self, or incoherence within one’s paradigm. Another way to identify fixation is being too attached to all your yesterdays, or too focused on all your tomorrows. While everything is “now”, you want to have skillful discernment in what you “distill” from your past and what anchors you allow to guide your tomorrows.

This is how we allow tomorrow to influence yesterday, because it allows us to decide what yesterday is still useful to us in producing “now.”

The ego is easier to identify when you understand that it is ruthlessly linear. It absolutely cannot let go of yesterday. It is “historic.” It does not understand the virtue of forgiveness, which is being able to release yesterday without prerequisites or conditions. Forgiveness is how contrivances and seemingly unresolvable situations are resolved — by forgiving them and letting them go. This is also the beginning of time travel.

The “hope” you retain for tomorrow represents a space that you open within yourself, like a basin laden with love or allowance. Rather than stipulating how this tomorrow might come to you in the form of plans and agendas, all you need is the hold the cup — hold the space — and allow the universe to decide how to fulfill your desire, or direction. This allows you to remain situated in the present moment without being lost in a sea of chaos without having some value for “time.”

Do you feel like someone is your enemy? Your rival? The source of all your woes? Do you feel like you need to prove something to them? To have something over them? Do you feel threatened by them, or like they are trying to take something from you?

The villains — the demons — in our lives are showing us what we need to see in order to forgive, or let go. What we “hold onto” are the literal boundaries that keep our realities stable. You could say the role of the devil is one of boundaries and the devil must be given his due.

This does not mean that we are giving “approval” to the devil/demon, but accepting its role in allowing creation to exist. When we are able to forgive, we are shifting boundaries — shifting timelines — not just for ourselves — because remember, this is “4d warfare” — but all parties involved. We are allowing for the highest outcomes. The “manifestation” or what “becomes real” is only after all parties have settled on an agreement and allowed it to take shape. There is nothing happening “outside” of you that is permanent or given.

The devil’s job is to maintain boundaries against all opposition. And he cannot be beat at it, so don’t try. It is not “evil”, but that is its role. There are no lengths to which it will not to go retain boundaries if you cannot forgive, or release, because that is the literal function of forgiveness — to remove boundaries. Pride, stubbornness, needing to prove something — are all simple and obvious examples of how boundaries are chosen & maintained, but boundaries can be anything.

You will “hear” (through the unfolding of your reality, not a discrete event) all the reasons when you approach these boundaries to maintain them. You will experience perfect story to get you to keep your boundaries if you do not have sufficient resolve to change them. You will never be able to alter them so long as you continue to value them against the desire of letting them go.

“But if you’ve made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth”

Jacob’s Ladder (1990)

You may maintain or release any boundaries you wish. However, if you maintain boundaries without understanding why they are there, then you risk creating weights out of them — places of fixation from which you will manifest. In other words, this is the difference between understanding the terms of your contract and allowing someone else to dictate the terms because you don’t understand what boundaries you are valuing (or not.)

Do you think “memory” is historical? As in only pertinent to yesterday? It is not. Memory is both yesterday and tomorrow. The memory of both yesterday and tomorrow are simply decisions of what you choose to value to inform today. There is no difference between either. The distinction is an illusion that creates the feel of going forward in sequence.

Whenever you make decisions or set intentions, you are deciding to negotiate new terms & contracts with the universe. And when this is done, it is always a discussion of boundaries. The universe (or “the devil”, your ego, your daemons, etc.) will begin to show you what boundaries need to be moved or changed, even if these are hidden deep within you. For example, if you have trouble having relationships, your suffering is showing you where your problems are as long as you are not fooled by the devil into further fixation/density.

If you choose to remain in despair, blame someone or something else, maintain your old way of being and so on, you are allowing the boundaries to win — the devil to “fool” you.

You remain “unfooled” via having a firmer understanding of yourself and how your particular head & heart align in your own brand of truth. Actualization is the ability to distill your own ego out of the equation so that the devil may always be recognized from your negotiations.

The devil is an immaculate negotiator and you must remain firm in your desires. He will leave no stone unturned. He will bend, break, cheat, and steal all of reality underneath you, if necessary. It is not the devil you are making the deal with — rather, the devil is just the middleman showing you all the parameters within yourself that must be altered to arrive at your destination. God / universe has the exclusive domain in creation whom you are always working with. You cannot be disconnected from God.

You will eventually and inevitably come to a point in your life where it seems that all possible terms are impossible, inconceivable, non-negotiable or that there is no way forward. This is what I call a CONTRIVANCE, or a point where the verisimilitude of your story has become totally incompatible with some element of itself — the colliding of worlds.

When this happens, you have three choices: 1) You can remain in deliberations for as long as you wish — Groundhog’s Day — time is irrelevant and the devil can argue with you literally for all time and you will never win (this is where you learn concepts like faith & surrender), 2) You can give into despair and die with the world you have created from which there are no exits, 3) You can forgive, allow the old world to die and move into a new one.

When you begin to understand that we live in a multiverse and that we are not the selves we play within the context of our qualia (more like complicated expressions of light) — and when you can remove your own ego to the best of your ability — then whatever you wish to experience becomes closer to reality, even when it involves The Other.

You may think that this would violate the will of another, but not if Others are manifesting each other — that they are agreeing to the terms in the space of the “buffer” before anything is ever “rendered.” And furthermore, not when you understand that the qualia — the game — is not where our true selves — our souls — reside. The totalities — the full akashic record/knowing/memories (see last article) — of our souls are “outside space & time.”

It is the soul you enter into negotiations with beyond the physical — the “3d” — and all souls are amiable to playing with each other, as fundamentally we are “love.” Meaning, we will all play the roles for each other that are needed to have the experiences we desire — whether we are heroes or villains. Every person can become a hero, or a villain and it is YOU who is deciding.

The immediate “point” upon the record — again last article — is where “you” are playing your song, but you have no idea where the point is for anyone else and this is to everyone’s advantage in fulfilling all wishes. You simply need to let go that you know anything about the other songs and let them join you in harmony — or not — as all co-creators organically align.

The unique way you may experience this is not totally within your control because of the buffer — the trail that you are always leaving behind as your will (your endless light) executes. Without this trail, you would simply be lost in a chaotic sea of possibilities, jumping from one dream to another. It is this trail that allows you and others to stabilize and create co-creative realities — but we are here to teach each other that our reality does not need to ruthlessly follow in sequence, which has been the cause of so much suffering for so long.

When we can forgive, we can rewrite time itself. We can start over. We aren’t pretending something didn’t happen — we are literally making a new agreement where it no longer informs our subsequent creation. And this can only really be fully understand once you understand that you are the “originator (the needle!)” of your own qualia. You are “stuck” there, so what manifests for you will is always personal to you. There is no concrete, static world unfolding outside of you that is immutable — that is unforgivable — that is historic. It is YOUR decision — your 4D WARFARE — that decides what you “allow.”

The difficult part of this knowledge is that the devil — boundaries — are almost always painful, because pain is what we want to avoid. “Avoid” is the definition of a boundary. And boundaries are simply required for life to exist. If you want your life to change, you have to be willing to embrace pain, otherwise you will never change, exceed or breakdown any boundaries. You will always allow yourself to be convinced by the devil.

You’re protecting him. But with what? Where is the best place an opponent should hide? In the last place you will ever look. He’s hiding behind your pain.

Revolver (2005)

If you are happy where you are at in your life, there is no problem whatsoever in being “convinced.” The devil is not the devil, in that case, but a friend who is defending your world and harmony for you. But if you are not happy, then the devil returns to you to re-negotiate, because your happiness — your coherence — is what allows the boundaries to remain intact, like the difference between a tornado and a breezy day.

When boundaries fall, lives are forced into changes. Disasters happen to show us where our hearts want to be, or where we are going but cannot always see. Wisdom is what allows us to mitigate the process of changing boundaries with as little disaster as possible.

Whatever you wish to keep about yourself is what you will need to come into congruence with. If what you wish to keep seems at odds with the world you are trying to maintain, then either you must abandon what you value, or abandon the world itself. You can abandon the world by stepping into a new one, or stagnating, letting the world take you with it as it dies — forcing you to learn again from a fresh slate. The choice is yours.

This article does not express the subtly in which the devil operates. For example, would you abandon happy memories of someone for any reason? If you would, the devil will find that reason and give it to you. Or do you value the time & love you spent with someone, regardless against all obstacles or what “terms” are being proposed? That is the confidence you need. That is the basis of will, or love. Once again, when you understand our true selves are “beyond the scene of our lives” why would you argue with a phantom, or an avatar?

How do I put this …

Let us pretend two people are making a pot of stew. One person wants to use chicken and the other wants to use beef. When you allow someone (the scene/avatar) to dictate the terms, you are arguing with the beef or the chicken itself, allowing the beef or chicken to make its case, rather than the cook (soul) wanting to use a particular ingredient. The beef will always argue for itself, as will the chicken, because each represent its own boundaries — both represent the interests of the physical world, the scene, or the devil. You don’t need to negotiate with the ingredients. You need to come to an accord with the other cooks — the souls playing the game.

This is the shoddy example of the 4d warfare I am talking about.

Once again, once you understand that we are multiversal/multidimensional, there is always a version of the fellow cook who will be happy to use whatever ingredient you wish to use. You aren’t dictating their free will, because to convince them to use beef or chicken may require the other cook to make some adjustments first — to change some of the contents of their soul. This is where divine timing comes into play. These adjustments are the “space” you are creating and negotiating with when you engage with another soul before it arrives to your 3d/phsyical/immediate qualia.

This is further exemplified that when you understand that everything is an appearance. Ask yourself — how does one identify the soul behind the mask? Is there room to allow that one soul may reject your terms, while another accepts them, without ever changing the physical appearance? How do you know whether someone is “account sharing“? The answer is that you are deciding the terms and deciding what you will accept as authentic and subsequently what role they will play, as well as what role you will play.

All souls, loving in nature, are more than happy to bend space & time to figure out whatever needs to change. But this does not mean the process will be easy. The totalities — the “contents” of each soul — must still have some place where a bridge or connection can be made and the devil still gets his due. You will be shown what you need to change or accept about yourself as will the other co-creators and these may reflect traumas or wounds, but they may also represent new perspectives or ideas that we aren’t used to that we have to be open to allowing.

Nothing will ever be perfect, otherwise you would be God.

This process need not occur in the “physical” realm. As you hold a decision/intention, hold space and then “let go”, the universe will begin to guide you along the path to fulfilling your decisions. It may guide you down hundreds of unrelated paths because all co-creators are doing what is needed to allow the reality to come to fruition.

What I call ONE WORLDISM makes these concepts hard to understand because when we think there are linear unfolding events happening outside of our awareness, we are locking down The Other from its own potential. We think there is a “one world” marching onwards outside of our awareness, not understanding we are tied to it and so it “updates as one” with us. If we are not allowing we are creating anchors, or parameters, or terms on how the universe should deliver our intentions.

When “the world” is an independent world instead of intertwined with us, we are forcing it down an expected singular path, or without hope of escape (yesterday = no forgiveness, tomorrow = no hope / no escape). And in so doing, we lock ourselves down as well. It is when we are able to focus on our “own lane” that we liberate The Other to perform miracles and to experience miracles for ourselves too.

If we obsess or worry about the world that seems like it is outside of us, it actually manifests and locks us into that worry and obsession to experience, because that is what we are creating — that is what we are negotiating with other co-creators to experience by our own free will choice. When we go too far with this, we increase our fixation and density or our “physical properties” and we become more ruled by decisions literally OUTSIDE of us, instead of inside of us, through a gradual obfuscation of our choices. See Fixation and the Matchmaker for more information.

As you begin to more intimately understand all of this, you also understand that there are extremely damaging and detrimental mindsets to fulfilling your intentions. Attitudes disposed to thinking in terms of competition or survival are antithetical and destructive. And you will need to learn when the Other is wanting to impose these upon you and be willing to put your foot down and say “no“, otherwise you will be drawn into what I call “unnecessary story.”

As we become better masters of “4d negotiation”, we realize the utter futility and regression that any kind of pettiness or competitiveness hurts the highest potential of all parties — creating miserable timelines to have to unravel — and we have to be willing to educate not just ourselves, but others, in the true nature of “the devil.”

We cannot let other people’s misunderstanding, or submission, to the devil — boundaries — resistance — because they refuse to change, evolve, or cannot see these mechanics — be our own undoing. This may sometimes require us to feel like we are the villains for a time if we have to make changes others are not happy about.

We all have a duty to not only recognize our full potential, but to act upon it as well, even when and especially when it is uncomfortable (and again, where does the devil hide? Behind pain.) In so doing, you enable others to reveal your devils (and their devils to themselves.) In failing to act on your potential, you stagnate — you invite the world to victimize and consume you, until you reach what I called above — Contrivance — and are forced to make a decision.

I have used the term “the devil” in this article, but I want readers to understand that this is not intended as a personification. A devil, or a demon, as I have mentioned in prior articles, represents an automation, or daemon in computer terms — that forms as a fundamental basis for perpetuating our realities. This might also be subconscious, or a hidden co-creator, or a self-perpetuating fixture of some kind.

We call it a “devil” when it seems like it controls us more than we control it — and often dealing with the devil is not pleasant, even when we understand that boundaries must be changed. In fact, I hope I have demonstrated that it is best to see pain for what it is — a boundary we either value or don’t and it is up to us to re-negotiate the terms.

Here is perhaps the most critical thing that will help understand the core of this article: The universe shows you what you need to see. It does this through the physical world, through people, through dreams, through words and pictures, feelings, emotions — it the fabric of the world will bend and contort like a mirage to show you the truth in perfect order. The scene of your life never contains deception. NEVER. Deception is imposed by you after the fact. What is you see is always true but it is up to you to discern it.

This means whatever you are going through in your life is exactly what you need to see in order to get where you want to go, even if it is vile and painful, because that pain is within you and you must decide on how you wish to deal with it — either embrace it and integrate it, or let it destroy you.

There is always a reality that is compatible with what you want. You just need to open & close the right spaces within yourself and allow it to flow into you. If you have trouble finding this flow, this is showing you what is “blocked” so it might be remedied. This is where discipline & persistence will win you the day, but never let yourself fall into unnecessary endurance or brute force. Flow is flow because it is soothing & flowing not abrasive/eroding or blocking/restrictive.

That’ll do for now.

So, now I will reveal the true nature of co-creation (as I understand it.)

There are a few pre-requisites we need to go over here. Let us review UNITY as I define it again.

UNITY, in this context, is the unification of all of your experience. This includes your five senses, your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, definitions, meanings, memories, the ideas of others or others themselves, the world or universe or space that is unseen to you, your senses of intangible things like time, distance or movement, the relationships between all of these things — everything that occurs in your “qualia.”

YOU are the administrator of this entire database of information. But what are YOU? Let us first talk about from whence does all this information come?

This information comes from what I call your TOTALITY, or your WAVE, or your SOUL. The soul contains the full depth & breadth of your “Akashic record.” That is, these are all the lifetimes — or timelines — or dreams — you have lived that bear your unique signature. Conventional students can call this DNA, if they wish, but that is a physical after-image. You are BORN with it because it precedes your incarnation.

What is your signature? It is the eternal movement of your will. Your decisions. This is the “salt”, as in computer encryption, that creates a trail that follows you for all eternity.

n cryptography, a salt is random data fed as an additional input to a one-way function that hashes data, a password or passphrase.^[1] Salting helps defend against attacks that use precomputed tables (e.g. rainbow tables), by vastly growing the size of table needed for a successful attack.^[2][3][4] It also helps protect passwords that occur multiple times in a database, as a new salt is used for each password instance.^[5] Additionally, salting does not place any burden on users.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salt_(cryptography)

So this information is recorded via the living of your experience eternally no matter what that experience is — whether you are a human, a dragon, or a disembodied point of awareness.

Your “qualia” exists at a small pinpoint at the top of this TOTALITY, or SOUL. This is what you “experience” but the bulk of what you “are” is hidden from you. I call what you experience the SCENE, APEX, or PRIME.

The SCENE is a dynamic shifting window that follows the unfolding or “fluid” of your soul as you accumulate experience. Most humans consider this the PHYSICAL REALITY or EARTH they experience. As experience is accumulated, the soul shifts and changes, like a cup of water.

You cannot remember past lives because your SOUL does not contain sufficient coherence to access the full contents of your database in a coherent and understandable manner. That is, your sense of continuum or ability to retain this continuum is too poor. You lack the language or structure to organize the contents of your soul’s database this way so it is more of a spaghetti of memories that act as flavoring for your current incarnation. You are drunk.

Your soul is rendering its TOTALITY into the world you experience in a more “diluted” and “buffered” experience.

Your SOUL exists within the greater container of GOD with other souls. GOD is the only who who knows the content of all souls. GOD also coordinates all souls. No soul knows the contents of any other soul because it is corrupted via the salt of its own SCENE and for other reasons I will not go into here.

YOU, as the administrator, are writing this this record just like a record player. The song never ends, the record never stops spinning. You are immortal.

You are a “needle” inscribing upon a spinning record that keeps track of everything you ever do, think, feel — you are in constant “execution.” You are a sword cleaving all of reality creating & destroying without end.

YOU are not the SCENE. In other words, you are not your experience or your qualia. You are not the name you call yourself, your body, nor the greater world or experience represented that you are carried through like a boat on a river.

If you make the mistake of believing YOU are “within” the SCENE, you are committing the “sin” of what I call around here of FIXATION. This can also be understood as DENSITY or debasement (or even suffering) and is also a spectrum of where you have disowned your own will unto an illusionary world to act upon you and have an experience. Some level of fixation is DESIRABLE otherwise experience is impossible.

The beginning of co-creation starts with understanding the concept of THE OTHER — or that we can allow other aspects of consciousness their own volition.

Let us separate the real YOU from the “you” that is contained in the scene. The you that is contained within the scene might be considered a combination of destiny / fate and your supreme personal oversight. I will not semantically keep differentiating “yous” for this rest of this article — use “your” own discernment contextually.

Now that we know what UNITY and what YOU are, then we can now begin to understand how our immediate subjective qualia can be impacted by other co-creators that do not seem to be conventionally present within our five-sensory experience. In fact, these connections are so intertwined, it is co-creators who are influencing the health of your body, your interests, the way you think, and more (do you know which you I am talking about? Just testing.)

Now let us understand that ACTUALIZATION is sufficient “interface design” to distinguish what part of this co-creation is EXCLUSIVELY YOURS for the purposes of identifying and isolating elements that are not.

You can actualize with varying degrees of understanding UNITY. However, as the range of UNITY expands, actualization also expands what it manages as its own / not.

How is this SCENE rendered? This scene is rendered via a mixture of collective background “setting” or “noise” given by the greater collective’s movements, along with a scaling importance of The Other that have what I call CREDENTIALS or ACCESS to you. Credentials is synonymous with INTIMACY. So the more intimate you are with someone, the higher level of influence they have over your SCENE.

You can call a CONTRACT someone you have deep intimacy with that is difficult to disengage from.

Let us emphasize the critical importance of what I am saying here.

You are reading this article. Look up. Look around. Is anyone there? If you are alone, you need to understand that what you are experiencing & seeing is not simply a function of your own consciousness, but all co-creators particular to you based on priority (INTIMACY). Range or distance is irrelevant.

You and all neighboring co-creators are holding the entirety of the contents of the scene and the stories required to comprehend and experience that scene.

An important note to raise here is that you also have an INTIMACY level with YOURSELF. As a reminder once again, in this context, YOURSELF means the direction or desire you wish to impose upon your own SCENE (as restrained by the DESTINY or FATE imposed by the conditions/limitations within the SOUL).

Destiny or Fate can be understood as the inescapable gravity or weight or momentum that your SOUL — the TOTALITY OF ALL YOUR LIVES & KNOWLEDGE — inexorably impresses upon your SCENE/APEX. It is not “written in stone” so much as it is like the thrust or force of a river.

Do not presume you have a HIGH intimacy level simply because it is “yourself.” You do not. The “you” in the scene is not “you” and so requires building a relationship with just like any OTHER. The intimacy level of yourself can be weaker than your intimacy with The Other, allowing the Other almost god-like dominion over you.

Let us further exemplify the importance of this knowledge. Once you understand you are NOT in your scene, then for example, your body itself is a co-creative suggestion. Your very health, physical appearance and more are all subject to the volitional operation of ALL CO-CREATORS REGARDLESS OF PRESENCE OR DISTANCE.

Do you have conversations in your mind? Without actualization, you are likely arguing or discussing with another co-creator’s SOUL and more or less negotiating subsequent “frames” or “terms” of your and their co-creative experience.

For example, whenever you are deciding on a course of action for what to do next, you will always come into immediate negotiation with all co-creators required to manifest your action without any physical presence. You have to learn to hear what is yours and what is not, but the negotiation is always there.

Again, look up. Do you live in a city? Do you see nature outside? Everything you experience — including your body, your thoughts, your feelings — is a mixture of your own stories plus the “suggestions” of other co-creators which you have accepted, value or are ignorant about. This includes the mechanics of the experience themselves, but that is a more advanced topic.

Let us pretend someone doesn’t like you and thinks ill of you. You will detect this within your qualia/experience as unease. You may decide to act upon this “suggestion” and have a glass of wine, or some other activity to help alleviate it. You just performed alchemy for this hidden co-creator who is not present and gave them a “boost” at the expense of your own time & will.

Consider this: If someone performs an act of kindness for you that makes you feel warm & fuzzy, is that feeling yours or was it a gift from the other person? Was it not something you did not have before? This is how you must re-orient yourself.

Note, do not presume that all feelings are “foreign.” Indeed, informatively, you can never assume anything is foreign. You must accept all input as yours, while simultaneously being able to distill or delineate what is not without surrendering ownership over anything.

Extrapolate this example. Let us pretend that the malcontented person from before keeps thinking ill of you, wishing harm on you, or other thoughts, even if this malcontent just believes they are isolated to their own mind and are “hurting no one.” They don’t interact with you or do anything special except obsess in their own mind why you are a source of their problems.

This is not how it works, folks. You are not isolated. You are irrevocably connected to everyone. Imagine the havoc this can causes other people who cannot distinguish what is theirs and what is someone else’s untrained or malicious projection.

This is not a matter of thought-crime, or MINORITY REPORT. You are simply completely and totally responsible for what you create & re-create, including what you project via your own private imagination space, or what arbitrary delineations you hide behind so as to not take responsibility.

Responsibility here should not be taken as a moral evaluation, but one simply of consequence. You are creating & aligning to other co-creators in real time based on UNITY (re-read it above at the start of the article if you forgot.)

You cannot fake the work it requires to understand how to integrate and operate from UNITY within yourself because it is 100% a personal journey that no one can do for you.

You are on “EARTH” to learn and accept higher degrees of UNITY. That is, to accept responsibility for MORE and MORE UNITY to reclaim ownership of your WILL and create a CO-CREATIVE PARADISE. You are not meant to merge back into GOD, but to work with other co-creators until literal heaven is possible. The more you DIVIDE UNITY, the more fixated or dense you will become — you will “veil” your own will from yourself to victimize yourself.

No one is going to come for you for having bad thoughts. You are coming after yourself — with the entire world — and inviting co-creators who resonate with what you are creating.

Actually, they may come for you for bad thoughts if you spiral far enough into fixation/density to create or align to actual thought-crime-like agencies timelines/realities in order to teach you to be responsible for your thoughts. Reality always shows you what you need to see to fulfill your intentions, including disowning your responsibility in your own UNITY.

This doesn’t mean you need to censor yourself in your own mind, but to understand concepts like intention. It is much more than this because you will also have to become congruent with your soul in a way that doesn’t cause you to breakdown, because you are limited being and need to be able to handle a wide range of situations without falling off your throne (creating corrupted or glitchy output.)

Everyone has something in their past, whether in this lifetime or another, that will test your UNITY. This is becoming comfortable with “light” & “dark.” It is always feeling as if you are in alignment with yourself. Head & heart must not disagree.

Everyone is telepathic without exception. If you have not actualized, you simply lack the ability to distinguish what is yours and what is not. You have arbitrary boundaries which you hide behind to justify and maintain your much smaller (fixated/dense) reality in order to play-pretend as a human.

You will hide behind your body as an excuse, for example, from having to accept that a stomach ache may be a co-creator that is affecting your sense of authority via feelings of superiority or dominion over you. It is easier to blame a meal or digestive juices than believe someone in your inner circle is judging you or wishes to dictate the course of your life.

Someone’s jealously may instill a sense of unworthiness in you. Someone’s anger can make you feel restless, judged or harried. Or perhaps you value having your own body dictate your sense of health and so it is. Your body has willful command over “you.”

It all depends on what you value and what kind of experience you want to create for yourself.

What arrives in your life is always an immediate negotiation that you are always involved in with both known & unknown co-creators. That includes your personal health. It includes what you allow or what occurs in your mind as well. It includes everything.

If your intimacy level with yourself is WEAK, then co-creators are deciding your life for you. The weaker your relationship is to yourself, the more dependent you are on your immediate collective. Your reality will have more external automation, rather than internal. If your intimacy with yourself is HIGH, you will always be healthy, for example, because you can reject suggestions from other co-creators when they arrive.

You are the alchemist deciding on the ratios of co-creation you accept. This affects what experience you have and who arrives there. See Fixation & The Matchmaker.

Are you understanding why it is so important to guard and protect your intentions for others? To never wish ill upon another? If you victimize yourself for any reason, you are already in the process of offloading your garbage to someone else, even if it is just yourself.

The record we talked about earlier is running at a certain “speed.” This is what I call the buffer. It is how fast the song plays. The faster the song plays, the faster your will becomes reality.

The record, again, is the contents of your soul. Your Akashic library. Your immediate qualia — the pinpoint you call “life” — is a function of the most immediate trail imposed by your soul — your TOTALITY. Your ability to retain continuum is the degree you have mastered UNITY.

As the record speeds up, it becomes more and more important to retain the purity of the track you are inscribing (less ego) and maintain the strength of your understanding of UNITY. You might call that your TRUTH. The record is always trailing you for all eternity.

If you inscribe too much information against your TRUTH, or have a poor understanding of your TRUTH, or have no TRUTH but what is provided by your collective, you will corrupt the trail which will slow down the record. As the record slows, your will becomes delayed and is reflected into a reality that will impose control over you and make you feel victimized.

There are no limits to how your life will fall apart if you cannot maintain coherence. Reality will literally cheat and create contrivances to screw you.

Once again see the article on Fixation & the Matchmaker for examples of how realities degrade with higher levels of density.

If you simply fail to do any kind of interface design — integration with UNITY — it is likely you are filling your record with garbage (usually hedonism.) Imagine you incarnate with a ball and chain. You have the choice to remove links from this chain and reduce your weight (go faster), or you can maintain or even add more weight to it (go slower).

If you maintain it, your next incarnation will begin almost exactly like your current life. If you weigh it down more by creating more obstruction, confusion and separation from UNITY, you will have a worse life. If you lighten it, you will have a better life. You might think this sounds like karma, but it is more like you are cleaning the gunk out of a faucet. You are choosing whether you want clean, flowing water, or dirty, choked water.

The bounds of your life are functions of your integration with UNITY. Your “death” is completely illusionary and as you ascend it becomes clearer and clearer how you are immortal. If that seems inconceivable to you, you are still deeply under the veil. The more dense you are, the more “death” seems real. Death is forgetting and nothing more.

Your continuum is never broken, only your ability to maintain your awareness of it. Amnesia is imposed upon you by insufficient interface design. That is, insufficient structure or understanding to hold the WEIGHT of your own soul together to maintain connections to all corners of it in a coherent and tolerable fashion. If you have some dark secret that haunts you, this represents an incoherence that will threaten your stability & continuum.

If your stability ever fails, you will “die.” Death that occurs this way represents a strong intention to veil all aspects that resulted in this death for re-integration with a different speed. You cannot actually die. If you sacrifice your continuum this way, it will be like going to sleep. You will forget anything causing the instability. You will reincarnate to deal with the trail you left in your record not because it is karma but because it is simply the fundamental factory that produces reality which you did not maintain.

Imagine you are trying to design an operating system in order to maintain what you call “life.” Your job is to remove all the glitches. If your design overall is not good enough, it may encounter a critical glitch that requires a total re-write. You will salvage what you can and start over. All souls are undergoing this process to ascend to a more stable co-creative paradise-like reality.

As you ascend — speed up — you will inevitably have to face the problem that THE OTHER is intimately part of the UNITY that your “operating system” has to deal with, as are all the seemingly hidden elements that you have — until now — thought you were not responsible for and used to excuse yourself as the world’s problem, or somebody else’s problem. Nope.

The more reality speeds up and approaches something like a dream, the less mechanics we get to omit or excuse.

Perhaps the most powerful part of this message today is how this knowledge can affect your own physical healing. You should closely examine the people you consider yourself intimate with, as well as your own personal boundaries and how much responsibility you really take for your life.

Examine the people you have felt a strong connection with no matter how far back in your life they go. Do you still want them there? Do you think they contribute to the reality you want to take to the next level? Time is just an illusion. It is more like we are all living the same day over and over while we make small changes for the next frame (day.) The entire universe is re-rendered in every moment without any yesterday or tomorrow based on everyone’s choices.

Are you prepared to accept that to level up to the next reality you have the ability to harm someone with a mere thought? If not, then it is OK to stay where you are until you have exhausted as much experience as you want at this “level.”

I’ll wrap it up there for now.

What does success look like? It looks like pain & persistence. Anyone who tells you otherwise is a liar.

What is pain?

Pain is the soul purifying itself. It is what it feels like when it identifies a distortion or imbalance within the soul. When there is incoherence or a lack of integrity, it produces pain. Pain can be physical or mental. Pain represents a blockage, or a stagnation, as this is what blocks will — the flow of life — and when it becomes severe enough, it will begin to produce distortions in your reality — not just your body, but your entire life, even including who is invited into your experience and how they treat you, for you cannot help but “hear” your own Nonsense (or “the devil.”)

It is not Nonsense jumping from person to person, but YOU who are hearing your own flaws through the voices and stories of others. YOU will create the perfect story every time because only YOU know yourself best.

What is critical to understand about all of reality is that everything is a mirror until you are able to actualize. Once actualization is done, you are able to distill your “ego” out of all perception. Combine this with the true understanding of Unity — which is that you are watching a kind of choose-your-own-adventure movie which encompasses the entire world of your experience both inside & out — this combination allows you to detach from the entire scene of the world.

Understanding any of this on an intellectual level is insufficient. It takes years of commitment to these ideas to “train” the soul. Lip service is not good enough. Belief cannot be faked. The soul is a student that requires your training. Your lucid awareness is how the soul is trained. Your lucid awareness is your apex absolute dominion and the world must obey. This training process is not done with simple apprehension, but applied practice.

Nothing is omitted from this practice. The soul is trained whether you are “still” or “in motion” because will/creation is an unstoppable light / force that cannot be turned off. You may only confuse yourself into thinking that it may be turned off and create an inverted experience of a “darkened light” which is a form of Nonsense. Darkness upon your will creates distortion. I have talked about distortion before.

The distortion will disrupt the entire fabric of your existence in sometimes unpredictable ways because we are masterful storytellers. Verisimilitude is your only savior here, as it gives you a “buffer” or room to deal with your will at a level you can handle. Without it, your life would resemble a jumbled dream of wonder & horror.

Without a total and complete understanding of yourself — again, actualization — you will be helpless to discern the source of these distortions. You will be enslaved to them whether you like it or not — and Others will also step in to fill this role of enslavement for you.

The world is ruthless about this. Utterly ruthless. It will trigger and bring forth anything causing you to victimize yourself even in the smallest degree until you stand in your power and authority.

Pain is attempting to show you what is blocked. Pain is the soul’s defense mechanism. It is the soul in a crisis mode. Pain is anything that creates stagnation whether it is physical or mental. Your life may simply represent a mundane human experience, but your soul has essentially willingly entered itself into Hell as rehab, because that is where purification is done. Hell is not “evil.” Hell is where souls are purified of distortion. You will be shown what you need to see to cease self-replicating your distortion through a reckless use of your will.

Do not seek pain, but embrace it when it arrives. Stand apart from it. And see it wash away out of you.

When you understand the excruciating effort that must be put into spiritual development, you must carefully consider who you bring with you in life, as they will influence everything about your world — even influence what thoughts or activities you gravitate towards even in absolute privacy. If you are uncertain in your actualization, or even in the middle of it, then these people can affect your health itself. There should be no doubt in your mind about your circle of friends & family. Red flags are warning signs from your intuition not to ignore.

There is plenty of cases to help those in pain or in need of advice or counseling. And some of the highest good we can do is to help them. But understand — deeply — we are our own teachers. Grace is allowing others the use of your alchemical services — sharing or taking the pain from others to give them space to see or find themselves (and also reveals things about you) — and the wisdom of your connection to God. This grace ends when your health or dreams are threatened — when you have given too much and abdicated yourself.

Anyone you bring into your world necessarily means bringing their stories with them. And if you have any level of intimacy with them, they can impact you whether physically present or not if you mistake their intentions or projections for your own. Decide if that is what you wish to deal with on a ongoing basis.

That’s right — you can be used as someone’s garbage dump even if they are not in your life. They need not even be doing it on purpose. This is why there is so much information about topics like “cord cutting” that is popular because the human collective as a whole is recognizing the immense harm some connections can cause.

Even non-adepts understand this and manage it in their own haphazard way when they fight or have arguments amongst themselves. Divorces, friends fighting, estranged family are all examples of the soul understanding unconsciously the source of its pain. Non-adepts react, or debase themselves, causing further “separation” for themselves and The Other — disjunction of Unity.

Adepts remain calm, offer grace and skillfully discern what they need for their soul’s development that is in alignment to both God and itself, which allows more Unity for all involved. “Co-creation” is achieved through actualization and emergent groups of sovereign individuals — not imposed by meddling with the scene or the “movie” we experience, but orienting ourselves to allow life to bloom on its own.

Everyone goes through “stages of grief” when they are going through challenges. It is not always your responsibility to rescue them. And in fact, rescuing them may in fact delay the lessons they need. That said, I am a strong advocate of heroism — if you have the capability, I find no fault in heroism. But be sure you are not trying to a rescue a drowing person who will take you with them if you can’t pull them up. You have to honestly assess your own capabilities which requires — what class? Actualization.

This will be a recurring topic going on in the future — we can deeply impact each other even when not present. I do not speak of this conventionally, like having feelings or making plans or dates with people — but in a way that can be extremely deceptive. You can sense other people’s feelings & intentions that can be mistaken as your own — and if you act upon them, they become your problems. This is how entanglement begins and how you can “transmute” someone else’s problems.

Vampires thrive on the small interstice found in this little secret because they can orient themselves to feed on this exchange and create a kind of artificial platform or ascension for themselves.

I will further describe this alchemical hijacking in future articles. To be clear, EVERYONE performs alchemy, because the natural process of the universe is change. We are all alchemizing all the time — converting one kind of energy into other, or clarifying intentions to be more crystalline. When you are advanced in the art, you can do it STANDING STILL without any external apparatus or ritual. Mere contemplation. And a ritual need not be chanting around a fire — it can be a jog in the neighborhood, or a relaxing bath.

Humans are actual masters of alchemy in many ways without giving it any special label. Most people understand it as just living a normal, functional and balanced life. However, this can become extremely difficult if you are surrounded by vampires.

Why is the story of the poor boy from a poor neighborhood who goes to achieve greatness always involve having to go through friends & family who want to keep him poor & in the neighborhood? Because it is describing an intrinsic process of actualization. Poorness is synonymous with coherence or integrity of paradigm and neighborhood is literally a group of souls, or a collective that form a gravitational force.

The friends & family are invitees who represent his own limitations that must be exceeded. But the only one he must compete with is himself and in fact, that is the only way to escape. Anything else mires him in endless conflict, like a Chinese finger trap, or being caught in a whirlpool.

As I have written before, vampires are people who understand this entanglement on an instinctual level — or are people who are having severe trouble with interface design — with creating their connection to God. They are like drug addicts who have become addicted to sources of light that are not their own.

This turns them into vampires, because without a connection to God, they instead must feed on The Other, or the physical world. Thus they become agents of the physical world and the physical world is within the dominion of the actualized — thus you willingly slave yourself to those who sit on their throne. It is no one’s fault but your own.

As much as I loathe to admit, suffering & pain become requirements when stagnation is severe as sometimes we cannot escape how we are misusing our will. If our will for change outweighs the blockage and yet there is no viable “out” — then pain & suffering become our sources of freedom.

“They know not what they do.”

The real trick is that there is no such thing as competition, or scarcity, because we are effectively living within our own domains at all times. The physical world hides the seams from you, but no one and no place is there without invitation.

We are fooling ourselves when we buy into suggestions that are not our own but the effects are very real. When people become “entangled” it is because two souls have seemingly parked themselves inside each other, creating confusion — and it is difficult to discern where one begins and the other ends. The realms influence each other with invisible hands. This can be a wonderful thing such as in the case of love, but is a horror between incompatible paradigms or divergent life destinies.

Sometimes lives become intertwined when they shouldn’t, or just go rotten. When souls are so entangled that they only cause each other suffering, there is no other choice to actualize. This allows the soul to master the art of ALCHEMY — which allows the souls to be distilled apart. This distillation can be what saves both or many souls, as this entanglement can involve groups. This need not be something to mourn. And in fact, it is a natural process that happens with or without esoteric knowledge.

Do not let your own compassion kill you because you are omitting yourself from its consideration. You are also part of the Unity.

Now back to the subject at hand — what does success look like? Success is highly personal. I cannot define it for you.

However, I can offer some tips.

Success is a sense of freedom or flow because this is the universe — God — working through you without resistance. It feels like a river flowing through you — because it is. It is coherence of paradigm. Integrity. Synthesis. Head & heart being aligned. It is the “Kundalini” going through you.

Have you ever had a Kundalini awakening? It feels like your entire body starts to vibrate. These things are real and they do not require external devices or substances to invoke.

There is no “one size fits all” interface to God because your expression is unique. In fact, you cannot even know whether someone else is having the same experience as you. If you know anything about computer design, then look up “user interface” or “user experience — UI/UX design. You have no way of knowing what someone has running on their “monitor.”

See my One Worldism article.

Do you feel threatened, inadequate, or unworthy? Often, these feelings can arise from being jealous or competitive. They arise from needing to be “somewhere else” or “in a state other than this one.” Aka, a rejection of the current state while not accepting it arises from you and follows you absolutely. There is no yesterday or tomorrow and you “wherever you go, there you are.” Rejection of this simple truth creates the friction that produces these negative feelings.

These feelings can also inspire feelings like you need to compete or prove something, but there is nothing to prove to anyone except yourself & God. And negative attitudes often leave your will exposed because they tend to make you reactionary. When you are reactionary, you are dumping this psychic garbage all over the collective and it will irritate anyone who encounters it.

And like I warned in the previous article, adepts will see you naked in the dream/ethereal/spirit realm. They will know when you are projecting onto them. I will talk more about “projection” in the future, but projections will always come from people close to you, because they have “intimacy” with you. Intimacy is effectively a scaling spectrum of security clearance. Those with no security clearance will never register on your sensors, or will be more background noise produced by the most immediate collective you are aligned.

Be careful about judging others for what they have achieved. The fruits that are had on the other side of this pain & persistence can paint a pretty picture for gawkers, but they are woefully unaware of the process occurring underneath the tree that produces the fruit — like roots buried in the ground. How deep do they go? If you are so curious as to attack the tree to take a look at the roots, then you commit the sin I spoke of in the last article — you bargain your soul against another. Be aware you can do this accidentally if you are projecting.

A billionaire might be an infant soul, while someone living in poverty may akin to a god. Is this a gamble you want to take? You cannot avoid your own work/interface design. You can only avoid it through denial which often takes the expression of hedonism and blaming others, or the world.

To be successful, you must be willing to endure all manner of pain, because if you are not already in a place where you consider yourself successful, then your soul is not in a state to produce this success. There is no yesterday or tomorrow. No time. Just the reality you are producing right now. So if it does not look like what you want — you have only yourself to blame.

And if you believe you can escape this pain through suicide, you are only partially right. Suicide is a strong intention that will create amnesia to veil your pain — or the incongruities or failures of your interface, faith or relationship to God — from you to integrate in a more tolerable process. But you will not cease to exist. You are already immortal. You will enter into another dream to start again. So you have two choices: deal with it, or reboot yourself, but no one will save you from this work.

When you understand limitations are eternal, else you would be God, then you also understand that at some point, you must decide which limitations you will live with and move forward with them, regardless of all obstacles. This is when you will be direly tested, because everything you seek to change will resist you. It is not evil that it resists — the resistance is how reality remains stable. Without resistance you exist in a sea of chaos. It is a “test” to see if you are serious — an requisite effort to move a boulder.

What few understand is that THE OTHER will also be part of this process. You will trigger Others, even REMOTELY — who will project their insecurities, problems, condemnations and judgements upon you, because wherever you are going is where they are NOT — and this creates irritation/friction upon their realms. You will even cause strange reconciliations or messages out of the blue from unheard people because these are people you have given credentials. It is not unlike kicking a hornet’s nest and is unavoidable. Or, at least, that is the perception to the un-actualized. In actuality, there is no friction, only its illusion & suggestion — but it nonetheless will feel real and visceral to you.

Informatively it makes no difference whether it is their fault (it isn’t) or your own (it is), because they are merely highlighting what you must change to get what you desire. What informs your behavior — what you must do — is exactly the same whether the Other is your tormentor, or yourself. It is pointless to blame or victimize them, as they are simply playing roles to teach you — you abdicate yourself if you project onto the Others, the world, or use any of it as an excuse to hide behind.

This isn’t to say that you will not have allies in this process because there are those who can make the move with you. And of course, new people will always arrive to fill in new roles along your journey. And the Unseen aspects of your own will — the divine — the unknown — ancestors — passed relatives or forgotten people in their own dreams veiled from yours — God — the world “outside” — are always with you. But careful discernment is required here because THE OTHER will always bring their baggage with them. Who are you making entanglements with? What level of “alchemy” do you want to deal with? Because once you have actualized, your entire life will be some level of constant alchemy to remain on your throne.

Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water.
After enlightenment, chop wood, carry water.

Most humans developed routines, habits and other “daemons” to deal with this alchemy and there is nothing wrong with this. But you choose what to empower or shutdown.

n multitasking computer operating systems, a daemon (/ˈdiːmən/ or /ˈdeɪmən/)^[1] is a computer program that runs as a background process, rather than being under the direct control of an interactive user.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daemon_(computing)

It is critical to understand that INTIMACY is a kind of SECURITY CREDENTIAL. This is why free sex is so damaging — it is like the President giving free access to the White House, the secret bunkers and the launch codes. You will create bonds with these people and will pick up on their feelings and so you are just burdening yourself with constant transmutation.

I will write more about this in the future, but sexual energy is the energy of creation. It is is the “closest” to assigning a description to raw will. Your sexual organs are direct “docks” into your soul. That is how they are represented in the “physical” world. It does not matter whether you are male or female, both are penetrated in the sexual act “behind the scene” and the intentions/worlds/energies mix — credentials are heightened between the souls. Masculine and feminine have nothing to do with your sexual organs, yet your gender is critically important to your development — your actualization and interface design to God. I will be addressing this controversial topic in future articles.

Incidentally, this is why free sex is pushed by those with a mind for domination, because it can dilute the energy of other souls so severely that they de-actualize and become agents of the physical world. And so, anyone with a mind for mischief can see how this may give power to someone — even if it is deluded and illusionary once you understand everyone is in their own realm. Regardless, the effects and trickery is real to anyone who acts upon them.

Your friends or even family are not always going to be able to follow you as you embark on a new path. There are no debts in this world as we all move in and out of entanglements which are their own paid service. You are mingling with other people’s intentions & energies all the time to “co-create” again and again for all time and so there are no “debts.” Your lessons are immediate and chosen from moment to moment. Existence is always balanced and paid in full. Debt is a kind of rationalized thievery of those who lack this understanding.

That’s enough for now. I have a slew of articles to write but alas, there is only so much time in the day.

From where does your light originate?

It originates from God and nowhere else. Each person is their own tree of life.

Suffering begins with this denial. Suffering is when branches reach into other trees thinking they must shelter them, or shelter themselves. Suffering begins when you seek out sources of light other than God’s, from which you are already rooted.

All have a connection to God that cannot be destroyed or removed, but can be self-obfuscated. It can be obfuscated by coveting the light of The Other ; it can also be obfuscated through the belief that The Other can obfuscate it.

All of reality could be said to be a scale of suffering, as perfection would be the only state where suffering does not exist. Perfection would be “all of creation”, “the known universe”, aka God. This is the eternal state machine that produces “Now” ; the eternal universe for which there is no end, no beginning — no time — just this moment from which you cultivate with your decisions.

All of your experience a product of this eternal state with you hold within. Your body, your thoughts, your feelings, your sensations, your definitions, your relationships, your meanings, space — whether the space of your mind, or the space between objects, or the space between the pain or pleasure in your body — your “Others.” All of it. It is not outside of you.

All things are possible and you exist now at the forefront of your collective choices. You can be nowhere else as there is nowhere else to be. You cannot “go” anywhere except where you are as you follow you. To misunderstand this is to open the door to physicality where you have displaced yourself into a “place.” You can feel this “divide” when you think you are “in” the movie instead of watching it. And watching = choosing. The next “frame” is not determined.

You have already arrived at your own perfection which is eternally imperfect.

You cannot be God. Whether you believe yourself a child or creation of God, a piece of God, or perhaps yourself God who has forgotten himself, this does not matter. To exist in a state of perfection is to exist in a state of oblivion and cannot be done and thus is no source of life anywhere.

To seek to become God, to seek God through others, or to make others worship you as a God is to create a counter to life — an anti-life. There is no such thing. There is only life. It is a denial of your unstoppable will — which is the life. These denials can only be represented through more elaborate depictions that turn upon you to control you — make you forget and cause more elaborate depictions of suffering.

You are everything and yet everything is itself. And if you meddle with this, you abdicate yourself. There are no opposites — just “things in themselves.” Paints for which you paint all of creation.

Nothing has a weight in of itself. All is weightless. Weight is imposed through expectation, or relationships ; meanings and connections. Weight is imperative to experience, but without first understanding where the weight originates, you can drown yourself by becoming too heavy.

There is no “unknown” universe except a willing acceptance to omit parts of creation from yourself. The more you pursue a path to remove mystery, the more ordered and determined you will arrange the universe. This is one path that can be chosen and it ends in death.

You can also choose to be so immersed in the flow of life that you abdicate your own existence in pursuit of whatever suggestion avoids your suffering. To follow this path is to allow in so much potential that the world gradually obfuscates and suffocates all sense of self until you are once again “one with God.” Aka — death.

What is death in this context? In this context, death is not the transition it is meant to be, but rather a loss of self or amnesia that is a requirement to actualization. I will talk more about this in future articles. Death is not inevitable because of entropy or disease, but because it represents a desired transition to your own ascension.

To transcend death is to walk neither of these paths (though both paths must be traveled) but walk upon a tight-rope between allowing and forbidding, between resisting and going with the flow — about being hot and cold, good and evil ; a willingness to have boundaries and forsake them as well ; to honor as well as betray yourself ; the synthesis of polarity into paradox ; into becoming raw potential from where you sit upon making decisions for all eternity.

This state requires the almost total removal of “ego” where upon all qualia is unified and there is “you” as just a detached world from where you observe and direct. If God is the container of everything, then you are a “moving lens” that creates a a dynamic evolving expression for God.

There are no wrong choices. You do not have to recognize your role as this lens. You can continue to be a Drunk Librarian. But the middle path — the Mirrored Path — is making the choices to bring you into alignment of this role. It is true service to God, and life which must include your own expression even when it causes conflict or destruction. Anything else creates an omission.

Suffering is simply the world outside of your boundaries, except it only becomes suffering when you choose to view it as such. You can choose to love potential, the unknown, the adventure — even pain. But pleasure neither can be your objective, else it becomes a new master.

The more you practice at authoring your own authority — the more masterful an alchemist you become. And an alchemist you must become, because your entire existence will be a continual process of imposing & removing weights — allowing things to grow and then reaping them — bringing the universe back into a “null state.” A Monument of Nothingness from where you reside.

Your “enemies” which you must be careful never to create are your own weights and hierarchies that you create simply by existing.

Your observational executorial creational power cannot help but impose weights and hierarchies upon wherever it gazes as this is the nature of creating something. To create something is to destroy something else — to occlude or omit it in order for it to be expressed. Should you ever become so enamored with your own creation, you will risk omitting yourself — exalting the creation above yourself — and thus “fall” once again onto the polarity paths (determinism, or chaos, positive or negative, angels or demons, etc … ) which lead to death.

Those who have not chosen the middle path are always in varying states of victimhood. They will all despise you in their own way for walking the middle path — except those also on the middle path — because you become a walking mirror to them. And indeed, you must be willing to be the mirror for them, else you agree to take part in their stories from which “you” will be swept away because they have no concept of “you.” How can “you” exist with others who cannot see themselves? If they cannot see themselves, they cannot see you.

As the one who stands in the mirror, you will always be on the receiving end of the projections from others. In you, they will see their true selves stripped of their own ego — where you are the distilling agent –the “differential.” You will embody the state which understands where its own ego resides, as you understand your true self and so can “distill” it from your perceptions and interactions from others.

You will become Harry Potter’s Mirror of Erised and when they look upon you, they will see their most ideal selves for that is how you see them. You will omit their ego for them. It will trigger them if they do not know how to omit their own ego — because unless they also walk the middle path, they will see what is and what is not — and they will blame you for it. They will want to break you — the mirror — because as long as they refuse to see the mirror, they may only see what they are not.

You must not step out of the mirror no matter how they rail against you — otherwise you have agreed to rail against the mirror also.

They will be as open books to you and you will always see the highest, most ideal outcome for every person you meet. You must not let yourself be confused by your own magic — the potential you see for them is not necessarily the same as the person they choose to embody. If you attempt to smash the ideal and the “real” together for another, you defile “being” in favor of becoming a tyrannical narrator.

There is a narrow space where you must sever your own desire to meddle with the affairs of others — to exalt their being no matter what it is — even with your own thoughts or “storywriting” because “they” can be influenced by your own contemplation and so you must zealously create a bulwark around your own will to protect them else you will receive “karma.”

You must not become the “Grand Narrator” of reality and this is only avoided by allowing others to write their own stories even if they displease you — even if they are against the highest version of themselves that you can plainly see. You cannot become trapped, tricked or drawn into thinking you can fix them, re-write them or “retcon” them, else you become an actor in their drama and subject to all the stories — their “karma” — they bring with them.

You must allow them to write any story they wish, including their own demise, else you begin to lose a sense of where “you” are and can no longer distill yourself out to avoid entanglement. In other words, you must be able to also recognize your own hubris — your own ego — and accept it, otherwise it will become a pied piper for you for which others cannot help but exploit.

If you omit “being” then you no longer value potential. You dedicate yourself to the gradual eradication of life as it comes under your tyranny. If you omit being, you are afraid of losing your own being even though this is impossible and so reality does its best to fulfill this insanity within your experience and this is achieved through deeper levels of fixation, confusion and mistaking yourself for the “movie.”

If you believe you need to compete, argue or even establish some kind of accord or understanding with the Other, you are in the process of abdicating your throne. To compete requires competitors. To argue requires something to argue about. What is argument but an assertion of your own truth over another’s — a condemnation? It is a fear of your own being from which you need to exert control to protect and so control is exerted back upon you instead.

You always invite the “other side” of the equation whilst you play the polarity game instead of the weightless game. Ego is that which seeks to preserve stagnation. Stagnation is control. They are synonymous.

“Change” or “movement” is synonymous with will or creation. Even the denial of this is simply an obfuscation of change — the “hiding of movement” which begins the inversion process of fixation/density. This causes the world to become oppressive and more physical — a hide and seek game.

To “need” another for anything turns them into an altar — a weight — for which you will serve.

Cooperating and creating with The Other is an organic, emergent property of your own sovereignty. Who belongs in your reality will already be there. This is not the denial of being in favor of your own desires, but being fearless in the recognition of your own “self” and knowing that you cannot omit “yourself” anymore than you can “omit” the Other without leading to death.

You will come to understand that life is not always equal, fair, or balanced. Sometimes you are the giver and sometimes you are the receiver, but you must never become the victim to this truth. You will understand that there are not always answers, or neat explanations. Sometimes what is rational is irrational. Sometimes there is an impetus and sometimes there is not. You must come to understand faith and surrender, which are concepts that require you to discard prerequisites.

It is not resistance that persists, but your rejection of total and absolute responsibility without any arbitrary delineation. The sun and stars themselves are your responsibility. Whatever conditions you decide to exempt including the fundamental mechanics of reality from responsibility will “persist” because you will continually recreate them as a fundamental unit of your qualia/experience.

The farther the Other appears to you, the less they belong there — the truth is self-evident within the “scene” of your qualia — yet they will exist at the edge of your consciousness until they do not — until they are veiled, or forgotten, like a passage in a dusty tome. All within your imagination is possible, including who appears there, all vying for your attention — hoping to gain enough traction to manifest into your visceral sense reality.

This does not make people unreal or figments of your imagination — though to the newly minted it may, because they likely still see the “one world” instead of the infinite multiverse. You must learn to trust the discussions or negotiations you have within yourself — within your own “mind space” — as potential portals or invitations. The mind space is just as real as cupboard in your kitchen. There is no physical distinction.

It is demons or daemons? Look it up.

The less you are able to distinguish what is yours, the more likely you may be negotiating with something that is “outside of your dominion” and wanting entry. You are already telepathic with the entire cosmos, but must accept that when thinking upon another, you are already beginning the process of an invitation or request.

And a warning to those who do not believe or understand this: those who are practiced can DETECT when you are thinking about them and what intentions you have for them. Even non-adepts have a sense of intuition and self-preservation well in advance. You will NEVER interact with someone who does not want you to be there. You can only violate yourself.

Accepting that you have a responsibility to all stories within yourself is a requirement for being. You have entrained yourself to think there is a line between your own mind and the physical world to this responsibility but there is not. There is no line. The Other is as real if they are standing with you in the room as if they are in your own mind. The physical world is itself the “lie” that begins the process of being denial and the source of much suffering.

You may omit being through the exaltation of the physical and thus omit this responsibility, as most humans do, but then the Other will seem unreal and artificial to you. They will gradually separate from you. And the world will depict this separation. They will eventually become oppressors and adversaries because without their own being, they are simply machinations of your own mind to be managed or feared.

The inclusion or omission of being is implicit, or derived from your own sovereignty, for who should & shouldn’t be within your reality ; it is self-emergent and does not need to be managed. The desire to meddle or manage it in-fact just empowers it, rather than allow it in or out.

Free will cannot be violated. You are your own victimizer. You may only invite others who wish to be your victim, or if you wish to become victim. If you want for neither, then this cannot happen. And God does not allow anyone to trap another or be subject to whims they have not chosen. Choice is not a singular moment but a continuum of cultivation.

What people understand as “dreams” is a loosened state of consciousness. This “spirit realm” or ethereal place is where we go to discard or adopt “timelines” — to deflect the haphazard intentions of the Other who have yet to define themselves — or invite the conscious and well-meaning intentions of the Other along the path of enlightenment — but our own continuum is never broken.

It is advisable you carefully assess what intentions you are projecting or holding for Others even as they reside quietly in your “mind.” This includes deception or manipulation of other people’s stories. In other words — judgements, evaluations, comparisons, or intentions whether well-meaning or not. What is well-meaning or a prayer to you may be abject horror to another. It is not your place to decide and you will reap what you sow.

Neither should you create enemies, adversaries or competitors because this is useless ; it is a symptom of one worldism or scarcity thinking that suffocates your potential. A lack of self or self-awareness can create devastating deception and terror.

Someone who is halfway actualized as a being will have a sense of others screwing with them and it will create ripples which create “karma” for you (for which can be experienced in any variety of ways required to transmute & integrate.) They do not need to comprehend this exchange consciously, but will react to it as part of the “physical world” for which they create for themselves. Only adepts will understand that there are nothing is outside of consciousness or intention from someone, somewhere, including yourself. No one chooses evil for themselves, because this represents Nonsense — attempting to turn God “off.”

To some extent this “mutual exploitation (or cooperation)” is unavoidable as we are all flawed and limited on purpose. We are “unified” yet we are still overlords of our own realm. It is up to us to create and enforce boundaries for everyone’s benefit because this protects life’s expressions. You can entrain yourself to never project. You can retain as much malice — or good will — as you wish as long as you do not project it.

Or, if you do decide to project it, the only way to do so while retaining being is to risk your own being. You must do so with the understanding you must accept the consequences of the exchange to remain on your throne because otherwise you cannot reap the rewards — anything else but the highest stakes will neuter them like playing with tokens instead of real money (except it is souls in this gamble.)

This is a very dangerous game — because you never know who may have a better — less obfuscated — connection to God than you. How else can you feel like a dominator, unless you know what it feels like to be dominated? If you lose, then you will be forced back into your own realm to recover. This can occur within the same life, or multiple lifetimes — how ever long it takes to integrate the lesson and “fix your interface.”

I will revisit this discussion in future articles but it bared mentioning as I come to a conclusion.

The more aware someone is of the unity of consciousness, they will dream about the people with intentions for them. Your spirit or dream self cannot lie and will betray what you think as your “physical” self. You are naked in the dream/spiritual/ethereal.

It bares repeating though that even if you allow yourself to become swayed by an invitation or suggestion that is undesirable to you — it is still your fault. Whether you give into good or evil, it is your responsibility. He who triggers first, loses.

Holding yourself or others to “past dreams” (and the “real world” is just a dream that is slowed down, so you must be able to apply your rules universally regardless of space, time, or dimension) is simply a perpetuation of a story that is either valued or not at your own skillful discretion. No one will save you if you begin to believe you cannot save yourself as that is the experience you will create.

No one and nothing is your savior besides God. Only God — life — universe — the infinite fabric of creation — is your savior and your willingness to work with it, or run from it. No one can escape the work to create a relationship with God. If you think you can coast on a house of cards, then a “sudden move is all it takes” — the first spinning plate to fall will shatter your reality.

Anger & resentment are where your ego hide ; this is what the boundaries of yourself feel like because you will always invite anger and resentment as you move your unique expression. It will irritate these boundaries and creation is messy.

I haven’t written in awhile and just wanted to throw some stuff out there. That will do for now. Out.

The older I get, the less objections I seem to have to the phrase “All is One.”

As an extension of our last article: “What is natural?“, essentially all distortion can be traced directly back your distance from from God — from life — from people. From your “qualia” — your experience. Again, distance being a hide-and-seek game with your own will.

For the context of this article, what is “distortion?”

Distortion is most easily understood as fear, but manifests more as consumption (as in, the consumption or expiration of your experiential world), but it is technically whatever isolates you further within yourself and lengthens the time between your decisions and the execution of your will.

I use the term fixation rather than density, because it is easy to imagine yourself fixating on something — on focusing on something with intent. When you understand this idea of fixation, you can work backwards to connect yourself to the idea of the “world” you are experiencing before you. You can “broaden your horizons” knowing that you are the horizons.

Density is a little harder to convey, in my opinion. Density suggests a heaviness, which can be felt but easily missed. Density doesn’t relate you to your experience quite as well. I use the word fixation because it lets you sink your teeth into the idea through a simple exercise. Look closely at any object near you. Now, unfocus your gaze and take in as much of your room as possible.

When you are unfocused like this, do you feel different? I want you to note the feeling between the two perspectives. Do you see how you “exclude” the background when you are focused? And do you see how when you “broaden your horizons”, you include everything? This is similar to how you may have viewed the world when you were a child and closer to a “natural state.” Now use your imagination and see how you may “fixate” like this on other ideas, concepts or people beyond your sensory perceptions as well.

Here is another trick. If something requires more story, you can consider it to have a higher density or higher fixation.

When you become focused on the details rather than the canvas, you are practicing fixation. There is nothing wrong with fixation. Some level of fixation is needed. When you are concerned about granularity, or micromanaging, you are fixating. Fixation might be described as tension, like winding a cord up. It often correlates to fear. If you are concerned more with survival than living, you are fixating.

Life is “default” so you simply need to “get out of the way.” You do not need to “survive.” Survival is a choice of experience — a misuse of your will — seeing the forest as adversarial and something to conquer, rather than your salvation. A particular way that you are formulating your reality in order to experience lack, or a particular limitation. You are arbitrary dividing your scene and pretending it is not there or something that must be usurped or dominated, which simply causes the scene to control you instead.

Distortion — Nonsense / anti-life — will denial — God denial — life denial — begins with fixation.

Fixation is essentially “will denial.” While some some level of fixation is desirable, this article will focus on dysfunctional levels of fixation. Dysfunctional fixation results from being non-actualized, or not understanding that you are “part of the all.” Denial of your circumstances or choices because you are denying your part of the whole and so creating obstacles for you to challenge or compete with. It is not knowing yourself and reacting rather than intending. It is a rejection (ejection) of the Collective — of God — of the “silent observer/executive.”

Competing with yourself is not possible. Even if The Other possesses its own agency, that agency has been granted by you, and so functionally they are you, even if you value (and so willfully invest) the distinction and separation. So why are you competing with yourself? The well-being and function of The Other first depends on our pure belief and intention towards them. If it is distorted, then The Other will also be distorted.

You do not think you are in control of agency? No one can make you do anything against your will. If you believe the destruction of your scene represents “you”, you are still lost in fixation. If you believe your will can be taken, you also fundamentally believe you can take will from others — so you open yourself up to these possibilities. If you become defensive, or indignant about this idea, or want to counter with examples of violation of your will, you are victimizing yourself and that is the investment you are creating — so that is exactly what you will continue to experience.

If you create your own adversaries, they will happily take from you because that’s what you are seeing (creating). If you feel you must compete, you will create a world to satisfy this need. This does not make the participants any less real, because you also value the realness upon you, likely because in dysfunctional states of fixation, you have no idea what you are actually valuing.

You cannot create a “counter will.” All you do is destroy yourself — consume — to pretend that this is possible. And so reality will do its “best” to attempt to create a story that cannot exist — anti-will — which will be reflected back to you as conflict, consumption, and entropy.

As distortion rises, reality literally “breaks down” — as it in, it breaks into further pieces and contains “more complexity.” Again, to some degree, this is desirable. This is how we craft stories. As I spoke in the last article, as fixation increases, more technology is required to achieve the execution of will (“automation” which is anything but.) The technology acts as essentially a kind of egregor — a “daemonic (see programming language) spirit” or “magical” golem — whose job is keep your will farther and farther away from you to maintain the illusion that your will is not immediate. You think it is serving you, when it is really just acting as a sink for your will.

That’s a reminder, by the way, that your will is always immediate. You are living in a world where this is highly deceptive/concealed from you because of your level of fixation. If that makes you uncomfortable, then simply consider yourself as a conduit for God, or the divine, or God’s servants — it makes no informative difference.

You do not think your will is immediate? What is happening when you imagine? Your will is done. It is there. You are experiencing it. In the space you have pretended to hide away from yourself. That "black space" somewhere "up there."

Who told you that you are inside a brain? Did you have any experience of brains before someone gave you the idea? Or is the brain a story-byproduct of your level of fixation to explain your loss of will? How would you even know? Can you "jump outside" of your brain? Does handling someone else's grey matter prove you are inside yours?

Hmm.

You can easily detect changes in your own fixation which can help gauge your own level of consciousness development. Your predominant environment is highly indicative of your level of fixation because you cannot be extracted from your own scene. If you cannot snap your fingers and exit your environment, you are in a fixated realm and have no choice but to learn & master the rules, because they are your rules established by your cumulative decisions. No one can do this for you.

Your scene derives from “the entirety of you” so you are always at your “apex. ” So you “are” what you tolerate or wake up to everyday.

These are notable features that will appear in the world/realm in question –>

Now let us talk about THE MATCHMAKER.

In video games, a matchmaker assess certain values that belong to a “PLAYER” and then tries to find other players who possess similar values and put them together to “play” to create a fair playing ground. If you do not play video games, you may be familiar with ELO in Chess, or similar ranking mechanisms in other sports, which arranges matches based on an evaluation of a player’s skill.

The real world works exactly like this.

What are your “matchmaking variables?” They are essentially a kind of complex energetic signature that is an accumulation of your intention and the execution of your will. They are the “momentum of your willful investments.” Where your investments crossover with the investments of others creates a sort of “venn diagram” of reality.

They are not frequency or vibes, but let us briefly touch on those because they are extremely valuable systems in their own right that may help you and for all intents and purposes you can borrow those ideas to help you on your journey.

In some circles, this matching is thought to be done by one’s “frequency” because it is often correlated to the electromagnetic spectrum. In fact, in these circles, feelings & emotions are often associated with a scale where they are more or less “fixated.” This is why music feels a certain way — low tones feel broad, earthy, comforting or scary — and high tones are sharp and airy (also see chakras) — but this is simply the story that has been correlated over time. It is built after the fundamental nature of free will. It is a useful aperture — an interface. The emotion is before the frequency assignment.

Once you understand alchemy — turning lead to gold (which is describing something you can do in your mind, which will later show up the physical world) — frequency doesn’t cut it. This “mathematical” assignment of God’s paints is, in my opinion, a “less right” explanation and leads to what I call a One True Path problem.

You cannot unify God — life, your own will, the “scene”, and so on — if you are only allowed to paint with part of your canvas, but this does not mean every painting is coherent, or life-giving. Philosophy and spirituality is the intersection where we discover what is life-destroying versus life-affirming and God “learns” forever — as in whatever you know, God knows. You are always adding, essentially, to God’s glory or library even if you don’t speak to a soul.

What is alchemy? This is its own topic, but essentially alchemy is the process of rejecting the suggested reality, and substituting your own. You can’t do this unless you have an intimate understanding and belief of what is suggestive. If you believe something is not subject to your willful meddling, then it is not (not subject to it and becomes ‘fixed’ and no amount of substitution will work for you unless you address underlying principles.) As I often point out over and over, it should be emphasized that there are certain absolutes that cannot be violated even with alchemy unless you wish to bring extreme suffering upon yourself. And you cannot fake belief. There is a period of practice and integration.

A simple example of alchemy is turning one emotion into another like anxiety into excitement or anger into passion. You can gradually quiet a busy mind by replacing it with silence. More advanced forms are things like visualization. You visualize your ideal life and live within it before it “arrives.” You can use alchemy to gradually make substitutions that eventually settle into your fixated consciousness — your unconscious, your soul, or DNA.

Electromagnetism is a byproduct of more dense realities attempting to explain more fundamental universal mechanics which are based on raw will and “stories.” Would you ever use the color “red” in a painting if you thought it was evil, or bad? No, you would condemn yourself to a particular “band” of colors forgetting that the other colors exist — and exist for a reason.

Sometimes you need to use red and only red will do — but if you have permanently associated it with “always evil” what happens? Then you have created a “weight” for which the entire universe comes to service — a blackhole sucking everything towards it. You have created a hierarchy, because that’s what a blackhole is — a pyramid — a pit — and do you remember our chart above?

You have also created a place where you can be controlled & trapped because you have created holy cows, but I’ll leave that for another article.

Consider this color example when you impart weights to other areas of your life, not just in the physical, but in the mental as well. If they are out of balance, they will gradually suck you towards it and that's right -- create fixation. Before you know it a simple vice is now a demon (daemon -- automation) which rules your life.

Your feelings are perfect feedback mechanisms given to you by God. They are pure methods of navigation and superior in every way to words, or thought. If you introduce doubt or deception into these mechanisms — that is a choice you are making — you are severely screwing with yourself — excuse my language, but the emphasis is needed here.

If you assign a color code, for example, to the color blue, you may think that you are describing the spectrum from which blue is derived, but this is an inversion. Blue exists before your description. You are effectively trying to put a binding or curse on the color blue to control how it arrives to you. This is fixation — tantrum throwing — false control. Blue is already within you — you have no need to create “extra steps” for it to control it, or manipulate it into doing what you want.

If you wish to experience the color blue, it is done. It is there. It needs no additional explanation. To assign additional explanation is to agree to imbue your reality with additional complexity — fixation. It is that simple. Who else would be imposing that upon you except you? If you blame the world for being “the way it is” then you are fixating / disowning your will again and throwing a tantrum.

Take a moment to check out these excellent charts collected TALKNET –> https://talknet.substack.com/p/mapping-the-levels-of-consciousness <– These are highly insightful, useful and illuminating but demonstrate the subtle problem I describe here.

If you do not see blue, or red, or green “as themselves”, or similarly, peace, anger, or happiness as “themselves”, then you are giving those things a weight (a frequency or a number value, etc.) which immediately begins to impart a thrust/momentum/trajectory of story upon your universal canvas. It is different to favor a certain palette and another to insist that one palette is superior to another. If you are not careful, you will get swept away by your own creation. This is why I insist you cease thinking in terms of polarity or opposites. God is weightless.

Jesus & the empty cave, the Egyptians and the soul that is ‘light as a feather’, the Buddha and the middle path and so on.

Electromagnetism is just another philosophy used to produce a particular “brand” of reality. For book nerds out there, it is just another “magic system.” In my opinion and extremely restrictive one born from constant Stockholm Syndrome & bargaining with Nonsense (short: fear, the devil, separation, etc.) on a long enough time scale.

Have you heard the phrase “As Above, So Below?” This phrase is another way of expressing UNITY, or “All is One.” They are functionally indifferent. Your “perceived” reality extends in all directions for as far as you can imagine — so to the farthest corners of the universe, because there is nothing “outside” of you. “Where” would that be? It is complete Nonsense. As soon as you have imagined “outside”, you have created it. Can you “think of nothing?” Nope.

This is a clue you are immortal, by the way, if you pay attention.

Your ideas of people, places, “Earth” are all inside of you. Right there. You just thought about them. Where are they? Out there? Out there is “inside you” too. Your sense of being inside your body and the world outside of it is still inside of you. Are you getting it yet?

You are the center point (yes, as is everyone else — it takes time to understand “how” multiple perspectives can both exist, be absolute and not collide — but you’ll get there) which creates the frame for which the light of God disperses.

In the video game, Cyberpunk 2077, there is a technology called braindance where you can load memories from other humans and experience them as if they were yours. This concept so beautifully, if hauntingly, demonstrated in the game can be used as a philosophical exercise to help elucidate where your "true self" resides and it may not be where you think it is.

If your sense of self can be fooled -- as it is when the memories of others are loaded -- then your sense of self is not within the loaded memories -- which seems obvious to most. What is not obvious is that when you remove the braindance, the world you return to is still not you (we are pretending we are not talking about a video game here.)


Your own life is just another walking braindance waiting for someone else to load, so how can "you" be there? You have fooled yourself into thinking you are not just in another layer of the same dream. A braindance within a braindance within a braindance.

If you subtract the braindance from "your waking self", you find the false "identity" -- which is present in both places -- as a pure concept without the fetters of ego or contextual memory, which shows how this is "not you" but a weight or a fixation you have valued that keeps you trapped.

What happens when you become so enamored with the experience you forget you are dreaming/playing/have a headset on/can't see the mirror anymore/etc.? This leads to higher density/higher fixation realities and suffering.

You must understand that your paradigm — your interface to God — is highly personal to you. You are simply too complex to “share” interface so it is entirely up to you how to create it. No one else can do it for you. You can reach agreements or “contracts” with others to guide or assist, but they cannot make alterations to your interface — your soul, your DNA, and so on — although you may trick yourself into letting them.

And what a boring reality it would be if everyone had the same interface ... Hello, Borg?

Those who are weighted towards Nonsense are fundamentally investing in methods of false control born out of fear. Investing in control creates an environment that will control you because how else do you experience control? You have to break down -- fixate -- reality into pieces that are for the controller and the controlled. But this is a slippery slope.

The more you bear down, the more tension you create, the more you are pouring this false control into reality that creates a kind of control bloodhound that will hound you.

When one reaches the top of this pyramid (the bottom of the blackhole), the hound becomes a ravenous monster that must be fed all the time. If you ever stop feeding it, it will devour you and the pyramid will invert (this is to show you are staring in a mirror). This is your own will returning to you.
In the video game Amnesia: The Dark Descent, the protagonist chooses to remove his memories in an attempt to save himself from a darkness that is hounding him. Daniel, the protagonist, commits atrocities in order to abate the pursuit of the darkness. Amnesia is synonymous with reincarnation and the darkness is synonymous with your own will returning. Some call this "karma", but karma is simply consequences which are neither negative or positive. Amnesia is required when the darkness (the consequences or re-integration of will) is too much for you to handle.

Why is this important to acknowledge? Because you are in complete control of who you want to match to you.

The matchmaker is also often described as a “vibe.” This is a little closer, because vibe gives a good indication of your fixation level, which gives you a sense of how much will available to you. However, your feelings are still only tools to making decisions. They are SUGGESTIVE! Meaning, they have no power over your will (decision) making capability until you feed them.

It is the apparatus of understanding decisions, understanding that your reality is always done (your “imagination” could be considered the “true reality” whilst your Earthly experience is a buffered “delusion”) — recognizing the inbetween is suggestive Nonsense to ignore and “waiting for your will to catch up.” Creating a functional connection between these “places” that allows you to live a harmonious life requires skill.

The problem with vibe is that it could create what gamers sometimes call ELO Hell.

Elo hell (also known as MMR hell) is a video gaming term used in MOBAs and other multiplayer online games with competitive modes.[1] It refers to portions of the matchmaking ranking spectrum where individual matches are of poor quality, and are often determined by factors such as poor team coordination which are perceived to be outside the individual player’s control. This ostensibly makes it difficult for skilled players to “climb” up the matchmaking ranking (and out of Elo hell), due to the difficulty of consistently winning games under these conditions. Its existence in various games has been debated, and some game developers have called it an illusion caused by cognitive bias.[2]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elo_hell

In other words — if you believe vibe is the fundamental parameter for matchmaking, this would create a situation where you could trap yourself. If you became stuck with your vibe, such as with anger or resentment, you could fall into a kind of death spiral/loop from which you could not escape because the universe would constantly arrange people & scenarios to keep you there forever (because remember it is your will that just keeps going and going unless you shift it.) You could never change your “vibe.”

But this is not how this works. See my Groundhog’s Day article for additional information.

You can plug back into God at any time. You can give up the illusion that you are not in control by surrendering to the choices you already have coming to you. Deny your choices and you are simply creating more inversion because the light cannot be turned off.

Denial of choice is like trying to put your hand in front of a flashlight, then becoming upset when everything goes dark, while becoming indignant that there is a hand blocking out all the light, while forgetting it is your hand.

As you surrender back into your own will, your progress towards what I call “buffer reduction” is notable by how fixation (density) begins to decrease. It is measurable and can be felt, so you have an accurate barometer. Surrender often requires faith because it is not always pleasant.

You cannot willfully create a situation for yourself that does not have an “exit” even if you try because you cannot destroy yourself. You can continually victimize yourself — drive yourself into deeper levels of Hell (see last article) — until you wake up, but that is all. No one is doing this to you except yourself.

The deeper into hell you go (which is incoherence resulting in the denial of God — not vibe or frequency), the more fragmented you become. In other words, you will force yourself into “reincarnation” lives in order to handle the suffering you have brought upon yourself. You are splitting yourself in order to handle all the burden of playing out fixation.

True “hells” only exist within never-realized dreams, because even the most lost soul is not capable of torturing itself beyond a certain point (nothing can “reside” in suffering for long — as this represents the literal loss of soul-stability / coherence — without deciding to change its will as an animal-like reflex which begins to produce positive changes) and so would be pointless. “You” will make choices to minimize your suffering, because you can’t “not exist” — even if you are making incorrect choices — you will eventually get it right.

The best way to understand the matchmaker is that it works on your personal intentions and looks for other players who want to play with you. Do you have good intentions? Bad intentions? Deceptive intentions? Are you being honest with yourself? Do you know the lyrics to SWEET DREAMS by Eurythmics?

[Chorus]
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody’s looking for something

[Verse]
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Everyone is constantly arranging matches to satisfy their intentions. Everyone is casting for roles and we are fulfilling them without end. You have people coming your way you haven’t even met where everyone’s intentions are fulfilled without error.

Are you open to allowing? To receiving? Do you need to control the situation with an iron fist, or can you allow some potential, or unpredictability? Can you allow people to be? Are they potential lovers & allies, or are they potential enemies and adversaries? Are you guarded or vulnerable? These are all examples of subtle matchmaking parameters that affect your intentions beyond the obvious “I want a cake today.”

The physical apparently “seamless” reality you experience is completely irrelevant. You value the seamlessness, so you the world seems to go from one place to another without appearing like a jumbled dream — but it doesn’t. Time and space do not exist except as “feelings” which produce the effect. You are always within your own realm and it follows you wherever you go. Where are you when you dream? Certainly not still in your Earthly body except as the idea that you are that anchors you there.

Do you really believe that in a world as complex as this you shouldn’t have been killed by the smallest of details a thousand times over? You have. But those timelines are pointless to your soul’s development, but are also impossible because you cannot “live in death.” You can only fool yourself into pretending to be dead through more elaborate depictions of suffering & undeath quote “outside” unquote yourself and as pain.

If you cannot handle your suffering, you will “reincarnate” until you can reclaim your will and restore coherence. You will cast away any memory upon “death” that is too painful to give yourself breathing room when you are “born” again — but it will still return to you eventually.

I dislike the word reincarnate because really you are just creating a new dream reality with parameters you feel necessary to bringing you to your heart’s intentions / desires / the increased coherence of your soul.

Since we reject both frequency and vibe in favor of raw intention as the primary matchmaking parameter, then this forces us to realize some sobering truths. Since free will is absolute and will cannot conflict with another, then what happens when our intentions seem to intersect or violate the will of another?

Feelings are indicators of both the state of your own WAVE and who is intersecting or playing with you. Has anyone ever made you feel creepy, or scared? Don’t ignore those feelings. They are making a matchmaking request of you and asking if you would like to play with them. If you consent, then no will is violated, because you really are just agreeing to feed the experiences of creepiness and fear.

Does that example seem too obvious? Like don’t go down dark alleys?

Here is a simple way to think about it: Have you ever had these feelings when no one is around? That is still someone or someones making a matchmaking request of you. If you permit it, then you will be aligned to realities where you will meet these people, or create these feelings & experiences. You could be in the wilderness with no one around and still would be choosing what to experience. Not so obvious now, right?

These feelings do not need to be negative. In fact, we want to be highly selective of our most treasured feelings and cultivate these. Some of us value peace, others excitement — whatever you cultivate will be fundamental to how the matchmaker works for you.

The title of this site is EX INANIS which I have defined as meaning “leaving the inane”, or “leaving nonsense”, or creating from nothing. At the heart of EX INANIS is alchemy. What reality do you want to live in?

When you understand that your feelings may not be your own, don’t you have a responsibility — a duty — to protect the feelings that not only you value, but that are valuable to the Collective? To God? To protect what enriches life? If you do not protect God or life, why should God/life protect you? You are depriving it by your own omission to protect it, so it is taken from you as a free-will choice.

If you do not tolerate certain feelings within yourself because they destroy or consume life or expression, you implicitly are not tolerating them in others, either — and so these people are ejected from your reality by your own choice. See my vampirism article for a little bit about what can happen when people are ejected from your reality.

You say that sounds like vibe? But what I am telling you is not a up-and-down scale — where there is a “bad spectrum of vibes” and a “good spectrum of vibes.” You can pick and choose. When you understand vibes are suggestive, you can select whatever you want to cultivate like planting seeds. You can create unique signatures and impose these to create matchmaking parameters. This is why it is “intention” or a “bundle of decisions” not vibe.

But both vibe and frequently will not lead you wrong either and I encourage you to look into those systems.

I dislike vibe because it makes you a victim of your own prior choices ; confuses surrender with the idea that you have no input whatsoever. You are a gardener planting what you want to experience and then surrendering to the time it takes to grow. You are not a log thrown into a river, surrendering to whatever the river has in store for you. Of course, if we value life/experience, we cannot control all variables — but that takes us back to discussions about potential & determinism.

I love sunshowers. They are paradoxical. Warm & cold. Dark & light. It feels like peace to me — right in the middle. An exemplification of my philosophy. It is a unique mixture of states, isn’t it? Can you come up with creative feelings? I bet you can.

As I like to say, that is enough for now.

The best definition of natural can be summarized as: ‘a measure of distance from God.’

Now, what do we mean by distance?

God is your immediate scene. The context. It is life. Your immediate qualia. It is everything that is derived from “you.” It is all around you and everything within you. The seen and the unseen. This is Unity, or the practice of unifying everything you experience — the physical world, the mental world, the subtle (invisible relationships, definitions, meaning) and other people — as “one.”

While this article will not address this, it always requires a disclaimer: Some people on the spiritual path are uncomfortable with the concept of the "I" once we start understanding Unity as if our ultimate end is the removal of the "I" to melt together. This knowledge will still be useful to you if you believe this, but I -- see what I did there -- believe it creates a omission, or a hole, if you "eject yourself" via "ego denial" and then you have broken Unity. You can recognize you are part of the "all" while maintaining value over your part in it.

When you understand this Unity, then anything that imposes a weight upon it can be considered a distance. In order to have experience — in order to impose some sense of order upon the cacophony of omniscience — we must impart these weights. Weights might also be considered judgements, or boundaries. The way you experience a flower is a collection of boundaries.

You must have a concept of perspective — seeing behind your eyes — a sense of physical distance — the space between you and the flower — the texture of the petals, the scent, the shape — are all boundaries that are required for you to have an experience. There are more subtitles that are hidden here as well like disowning a part of your will to allow a sense that the flower is ‘not you’, that allows the flower to borrow your will to grow and so on.

The more you align yourself to God, the more you must get out of the way of yourself to express God. Some misinterpret this as ejecting the ego, but if you do not recognize your own role, your own will, how can God?

The natural world is considered natural because it exists without conscious intervention. It is “organic” meaning that it arises on its own — there is a foundation before our interaction with it. A house requires a foundation, walls, a roof — which require materials taken from the natural world, which require work done upon them to be turned into the intended form. This is “distance.”

What is the distance between a house, for example, and a computer chip in terms of ‘naturalness’? This is always measured in terms of the story something requires to exist. This must be differentiated from story that is imposed after the fact, and the story that is inherent. There is nothing you need to know about a flower for it to exist. It just does.

On the other hand …

A computer chip requires significant distance — it requires rare materials (which require mines, specialized equipment, etc.), specialized factories (and their dependencies), the dependence of electricity which has thousands of physical dependencies — and we haven’t even begun to address the mental dependencies because this technology requires a very particular “philosophical” orientation to come into being before it ever arrives in the “physical world.”

Whereas a house might just be considered a cave with some leaves and branches.

The description of the physical world is inescapably a subjective evaluation — a “story” for which the collective chooses for its best interests from which the “objective” illusion is created. But the natural world is before this “evaluation.” It does not require it — it “just is.”

Thus the cave would be considered very natural and the computer chip would seem very unnatural.

Does this seem obvious to you? Perhaps, but have you considered the ramifications it has upon your consciousness? Your spirit?

The more distance something is from God, the more weight it bears upon your soul. The more effort it requires to maintain. The more altars it requires for sacrifice.

I call this fixation, but we might also call it density and in either case we can consider this distance as a loss of ownership, or a loss of will. You are in a constant state — a spiral, if you will — of resolving back to your will. You are always “throwing your will out” and then catching up to it. This loss of will creates a buffer which requires time to resolve and it creates the experience we call life versus an experience we would call abject chaos.

You can experience a closer state of the fundamental universe in dreams where there is less order, but both your waking reality and dreams are the same place. Let us say that the expertise of your soul is that which creates a stable interface for which you impose your particular brand of order upon the universe. This is your “waking reality” when you bear down on the chaos of the universe as only you can.

Some manner of fixation is required to have any experience at all. It is your decision how far you want to throw this will away from God. This isn’t a singular decision, (nor is it an ethical one) but an eternal continuum of decisions. You are deciding how “dense” you want to become. There is no wrong answer here, but there are inherent absolutes baked into the nature of the universe for which you cannot escape or ignore and it is possible to become lost.

The heavier you are, the less will you have (the farther away you have thrown it), the more time you experience and the slower your decisions — your will — takes to resolve. It will feel as if you require more work in order to obtain any results. In fact, the more dense you become, the more automated reality will appear to you — that is, your reality will start to resemble the inside of a computer — because you are investing more and more of your will into your physical world to see your will fulfilled which requires more external automation versus immediate execution (and experience) of your will.

This is why the world keeps getting more automated, but it seems like no one is getting more free time. It isn’t malicious or nefarious, it is inherent to how fixation manifests and must play out.

Denser realities always proceed along a trajectory that makes them resemble computers because this is the “natural consequence” of designing an unnatural reality. It is a reality that gradually destroys potential in favor of creating certainty of outcomes because it is fundamentally based in fear.

The further along the spectrum of fear you travel, the more you reject higher concepts like faith, surrender and compassion, because these require being comfortable with unknowns. Compassion is inherently allowing others to be even if they may hurt you, which also requires inherently trusting (another higher concept) yourself to overcome.

Your natural will is instantaneous and immediately done. Consider that carefully. This is always true, even now, no matter how “slow” or “fast” your reality appears to you. If you are imagining anything at all, then it already exists. If it didn’t, you couldn’t imagine it. The space you hold as your “invisible mind” is just another story that separates you from this immediate will.

You are already being swept along towards the focus of your will right now.

Let us return then to the concept of naturalness. If you value the faster execution of your will, you will place tremendous value on living as naturally as possible.

Consider eating fruits & vegetables versus eating something that is processed & packaged. What have we learned? By opting for the ladder, you willingly choosing to invest in a story which tosses your will out a greater distance. Thus your body requires more effort to convert and digest the processed & packaged food in order to return it to you as your own will. This “inbetween time” you experience as physical symptoms that arise within the body, whether they are simply uncomfortable digestion, or actual disease.

Similarly, do you live in a house of concrete & metal? Then you are opting to “hold space” for unnatural materials, which do what? They weigh your soul down. You “feel” this in the coldness of the metal, or the “deadness” in things like plastics. You must learn to recognize that these are not just the textures of these materials but real energetic signatures which indicate the fluidity of your will.

Do we want to achieve teleportation? Then the collective must learn to gradually value cars & planes less — which indicate that we value the experience of putting ourselves in metal boxes and “traveling perceived distance” as an experience — over simply “being there.” When we begin to cultivate our environment back to God, we are putting ourselves back to our natural state of immediate will and reality will begun to miraculously come up with excuses (stories) to close distances.

Have you ever driven somewhere and became so mesmerized that you just kind of arrived at your destination without much recollection of the space you just drove? This is a perfect example of what is required to just "be there" without the extra steps of "driving there." You create the extra steps because your unconscious has been conditioned to do so and so your will obeys to create this experience for you.

Can you tap into the feeling that exists in-between the start and the end where you seemed to just arrive? It is a small, fragile feeling that wants to evade your detection.

Now you understand that you need to be able to recall this feeling on demand -- it must be second nature to you -- and you have to believe it. How many years do you think that will take? 50? 100? 1000? How much about yourself do you need to change first to even start on this? Why are you waiting around?

It is so much easier to just keep the physicalism/materialism story going, isn't it? Order take-out, watch a movie, blame something else ... Or perhaps invent a bandage solution like a car or a plane (science is an obsession -- that's right, a fixation -- of deep avoidance, or need for complacency -- see my prior article: Science & AI) rather than do the deep introspective and often painful work to uncover these buried aspects of consciousness. But not all of us are built the same. I don't expect anyone to value freedom as much as I do.

How do you feel about eating meat? Uh-oh, I hear your groaning … but don’t jump to conclusions here.

I am not here to sell you on a diet. I am here to demonstrate how we interface to God. We are interface designers and each one of us has a unique interface that will not work for anyone else. We are designing an ideal interface to God that allows us to experience a purer and more elevated reality.

So what story does meat tell at this density — at this level of fixation? Meat inherently contains the story of death and suffering. Thus the soul must transmute these stories whenever it is consumed. We have not achieved a level of mastery where we might consider meat like a video game character — as a free-standing story — where meat requires no dependence — where it just materializes out of thin air because we are so integrated to God that we do not need “explanations.”

No, our soul still requires explanations. We require too much verisimilitude — we are not prepared to disregard the origins of something and just accept it “as-is”, like the color blue, or what a laugh feels like — so we must take responsibility for the history our soul has valued to this point. We cannot reject the reality which derives from us without creating a state of resistance, which creates repetition as the denial is simply recognized as a “re-investment” from the perspective of the universe/God. But we can release and gradually let go of these stories through their recognition.

In this context, we cannot fool ourselves from where meat arrives. The story is “too heavy” to simply discard, much like attempting to deny the sun rises. An animal must be killed, skinned and cooked. Honor and respect can expedite the transmutation, but the process must occur regardless and continues to perpetuate a reality that must consume in order to exist which is unavoidably a lower and less coherent state of consciousness. It would be better to avoid these stories altogether if we value purifying our will.

I am not here to advice you to become vegetarian, but rather demonstrate to you how you are creating varying levels of fixation. You are not going to hell because you eat meat, but whether you are compelled by ethics, health or — as I am — the greater coherence of life & God — then we are doing ourselves a disservice by assimilating complexity rather than simplicity.

The topic of diet is a complex one — the stories we have about food are as important as the food themselves. A carnivorous diet may be the path to enlightenment for one, or simply a stop along the road that is required to unravel particular stories someone has about where their personal health derives. You must understand your relationship to food in order to unravel the story upon how it affects your health. It is not universal. It cannot be dictated by authorities — only advised by other’s experiences.

So do not go throwing out your chicken because I may have convinced you that meat is “dense” — you must skillfully discern how to raise your fixation and not haphazardly make major alterations to your personal paradigm. You need to understand why food creates health, or destroys it. I will have some more articles about food & diet in the future, but it is not nearly as simple as meat is bad and veggies are good — I have simply used this as another example to highlight naturalness.

When you come to understand this concept, then you can probably think of many other examples. Consider, for example, how convenience creates distance, because what is convenience except a soft version of automation? And what is automation but a warning sign of fixation where will has become its own kind of boss making all sorts of delayed demands of your time? Automation is a chronic breadcrumber.

Would you value a cellphone more, or simply a telepathic transmission? Does the internet help connect you to people — or does it simply “hide” them from you so you can deal with them at your convenience? How does this impact their realness to you — or their artificialness (their naturalness)?

Would you value consuming food for your permission to live or simply exist where food is another source of joy? Does consuming food add value to your life, or does it create a source of fear to you? Is a packaged meal really more “convenient”? What is the story you are writing with this “food convenience” which tells yourself that food is a chore, or a dead weight so you can get back to — what? Living? How does investing in the devaluation of life create more living?

Would you rather live in rows of geometric cubes stacked on one another, or a Hobbit hole? Do you know the difference between lively and busy? One feels as if it contains life while the other is simply dead movement. Does a city feel lively or busy? Does a forest feel lively or busy?

What feels better — waking up without an alarm clock, or with one? Do your fondest memories resolve around schedules or spontaneity, randomness and the unexpected? Are your relationships with people best when they are predictable and rote or unpredictable and surprising?

Note, technology does not have to be unnatural. Rather, naturalness should be understood in terms of how it enhances coherence, or destroys it. We must learn to ask whether technology brings us closer to God — or if it moves us farther away? Is it a tool — or our master? Do we become more connected (less dense, less fixated) or less connected (more dense, more fixated)? Maybe forcing ourselves out of our natural rhythm is a bad use of alarm clocks, but I am sure we have all used one to bake a pie.

Consider that all of life is a spectrum between total free will (God — omnipotence) and determinism (physical reality — no choices.) Your job is to create an acceptable balance between the two. It is up to you how you wish to organize it.

Consider carefully how much unknown or potential you value versus how much known or predictability you value as these correlate precisely to God and physical reality with you caught in between. God is what is natural — the origination of all things. Everything else is a “percentage of God.” Consider this also: 100% Natural God is the same as 0% Natural God. You can be neither without terminating all experience, which is a state of Nonsense.

What kind of world do you want to live in? A natural one — or an unnatural one? Do you have a specific ratio in mind? It is up to you. I know my answer.

That’s enough for today.