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The Mask of Money

Money is part of the scene.

What do I mean by the scene?

The scene is the moving frame of your unified life. And what is your unified life? What is UNITY?

UNITY, in this context, is the unification of all of your experience. This includes your five senses, your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, definitions, meanings, memories, the ideas of others or others themselves, the world or universe or space that is unseen to you, your senses of intangible or "subtle" things like time, distance or movement, the relationships between all of these things — everything that occurs in your “qualia.” There are no exceptions.

You may have a problem understanding unity if you make arbitrary exceptions for tough concepts like people ("The Other"), or the agency these people possess, or their memories or their influence or impact on your life. Other tough ones can include nature itself and your bodily health.

Nothing can be exempted. Nothing. OK? Nothing. Not even nothing itself.

Money is not something you can pursue or acquire. You are not in the scene.

You cannot possess it, anymore than it can possess you. You cannot separate, or divide, something without fundamentally changing its nature which is always whole.

Should you dedicate yourself to the acquisition of money, you have fallen off of your throne in order to become part of your scene, rather than the director of that scene. I call this fixation and some beliefs call it density. Other philosophies may measure it in terms of wisdom or a scale of harmony or balance you hold within as you become more actualized and are able to distinguish where you truly reside.

Once you become part of the scene, then the scene becomes your director and you have lost your power. The harder you commit to being part of the scene, the more entangled and dependent you will become. This entanglement hides the path to your true


Identities & Gender Warfare

Alright, I am going to attempt to make a dent in this topic.

Imagine you are carrying a backpack. This backpack contains everything you need in order to live (have an experience -- qualia.) You can only hold so much inside of it (buffer.) If you put too much inside of it, it weighs you down (makes you feel burdened) and slows down your experience. It reduces how far you can travel and makes it more burdensome to get there.

If you keep your backpack light, you have a spring in your step and you can get to where you want to go quicker. It is also easier for you to see where you going, or reach places that you give you good vantage points.

"Where you want to go" are your intentions (destination) and will.

The world within which you are traveling can be considered to be your soul -- a library of all of your eternal experiences -- plus the souls (and their libraries) of all other co-creators, that are offering you "suggestions" on how to add, remove or use resources from your backpack.

Let us imagine two different travelers.

One traveler fills their backpack with goods they have purchased from town. All the best and finest adventuring gear. The finest rations. There is no scenario that this traveler is unprepared to deal with. Their backpack is heavy and overburdened, but they are "ready for anything!"

The other traveler purchases some essentials, but plans to forage or live off the land -- to hunt -- in other words -- this traveler intends to fill their backpack with what they find along the way.

Let us consider the fundamental intentions hidden underneath both of these travelers.

The first traveler though well-meaning is carrying a backpack full of fear & dependencies. He does not trust himself to forage, or hunt, but relies on the goods and products of others. And he feels so unprepared for the journey ahead, he


4D Warfare & What You Need to See

You are in a reality that is moldable like putty and you are engaged in 24/7 non-stop warfare on how to sculpt it.

I use the word "warfare" not because this is a desirable state but because we aren't quite to the point where we might call it true co-creation -- cooperative design, or play.

As long as we are fixated or stuck into the machinations of the physical world, we are subject to the whims of all the comings and goings of the minds in the "ethereal." You might consider the ethereal your own imagination or psychic space, the collective unconscious, the dream realm, a shared psychic realm, the plane of intentions, the universal boardroom where deals are made, the universal courthouse, or the universal diplomatic embassy.

Becoming overly enamored with the physical world which is primarily done via fixation -- generally as a result of having a poor grasp of self, or incoherence within one's paradigm. Another way to identify fixation is being too attached to all your yesterdays, or too focused on all your tomorrows. While everything is "now", you want to have skillful discernment in what you "distill" from your past and what anchors you allow to guide your tomorrows.

This is how we allow tomorrow to influence yesterday, because it allows us to decide what yesterday is still useful to us in producing "now."

The ego is easier to identify when you understand that it is ruthlessly linear. It absolutely cannot let go of yesterday. It is "historic." It does not understand the virtue of forgiveness, which is being able to release yesterday without prerequisites or conditions. Forgiveness is how contrivances and seemingly unresolvable situations are resolved -- by forgiving them and letting them go. This is also the beginning of time travel.

The "hope" you retain for tomorrow represents a space that you open within yourself, like a basin laden with love or allowance. Rather than stipulating how this tomorrow might come to you in the form of plans and agendas, all you need is the hold the cup


Unity & Co-Creation

So, now I will reveal the true nature of co-creation (as I understand it.)

There are a few pre-requisites we need to go over here. Let us review UNITY as I define it again.

UNITY, in this context, is the unification of all of your experience. This includes your five senses, your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, definitions, meanings, memories, the ideas of others or others themselves, the world or universe or space that is unseen to you, your senses of intangible things like time, distance or movement, the relationships between all of these things -- everything that occurs in your "qualia."

YOU are the administrator of this entire database of information. But what are YOU? Let us first talk about from whence does all this information come?

This information comes from what I call your TOTALITY, or your WAVE, or your SOUL. The soul contains the full depth & breadth of your "Akashic record." That is, these are all the lifetimes -- or timelines -- or dreams -- you have lived that bear your unique signature. Conventional students can call this DNA, if they wish, but that is a physical after-image. You are BORN with it because it precedes your incarnation.

What is your signature? It is the eternal movement of your will. Your decisions. This is the "salt", as in computer encryption, that creates a trail that follows you for all eternity.

n cryptography, a salt is random data fed as an additional input to a one-way function that hashes data, a password or passphrase.[1] Salting helps defend against attacks that use precomputed tables (e.g. rainbow tables), by vastly growing the size of table needed for a successful attack.[2][3][4] It also helps protect passwords that occur multiple times in a database, as a new salt is used for each password instance.[5] Additionally, salting does not place any burden on users.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salt_(cryptography)

So this information is recorded via


Success, Pain & Persistence

What does success look like? It looks like pain & persistence. Anyone who tells you otherwise is a liar.

What is pain?

Pain is the soul purifying itself. It is what it feels like when it identifies a distortion or imbalance within the soul. When there is incoherence or a lack of integrity, it produces pain. Pain can be physical or mental. Pain represents a blockage, or a stagnation, as this is what blocks will -- the flow of life -- and when it becomes severe enough, it will begin to produce distortions in your reality -- not just your body, but your entire life, even including who is invited into your experience and how they treat you, for you cannot help but "hear" your own Nonsense (or "the devil.")

It is not Nonsense jumping from person to person, but YOU who are hearing your own flaws through the voices and stories of others. YOU will create the perfect story every time because only YOU know yourself best.

What is critical to understand about all of reality is that everything is a mirror until you are able to actualize. Once actualization is done, you are able to distill your "ego" out of all perception. Combine this with the true understanding of Unity -- which is that you are watching a kind of choose-your-own-adventure movie which encompasses the entire world of your experience both inside & out -- this combination allows you to detach from the entire scene of the world.

Understanding any of this on an intellectual level is insufficient. It takes years of commitment to these ideas to "train" the soul. Lip service is not good enough. Belief cannot be faked. The soul is a student that requires your training. Your lucid awareness is how the soul is trained. Your lucid awareness is your apex absolute dominion and the world must obey. This training process is not done with simple apprehension, but applied practice.

Nothing is omitted from this practice. The soul is trained whether you are "still" or "in motion" because will/creation is


The Mirrored Path

From where does your light originate?

It originates from God and nowhere else. Each person is their own tree of life.

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Suffering begins with this denial. Suffering is when branches reach into other trees thinking they must shelter them, or shelter themselves. Suffering begins when you seek out sources of light other than God's, from which you are already rooted.

All have a connection to God that cannot be destroyed or removed, but can be self-obfuscated. It can be obfuscated by coveting the light of The Other ; it can also be obfuscated through the belief that The Other can obfuscate it.

All of reality could be said to be a scale of suffering, as perfection would be the only state where suffering does not exist. Perfection would be "all of creation", "the known universe", aka God. This is the eternal state machine that produces "Now" ; the eternal universe for which there is no end, no beginning -- no time -- just this moment from which you cultivate with your decisions.

All of your experience a product of this eternal state with you hold within. Your body, your thoughts, your feelings, your sensations, your definitions, your relationships, your meanings, space -- whether the space of your mind, or the space between objects, or the space between the pain or pleasure in your body -- your "Others." All of it. It is not outside of you.

All things are possible and you exist now at the forefront of your collective choices. You can be nowhere else as there is nowhere else to be. You cannot "go" anywhere except where you are as you follow you. To misunderstand this is to open the door to physicality where you have displaced yourself into a "place." You can feel this "divide" when you think you are "in" the movie instead of watching it. And watching = choosing. The next "frame" is not determined.

You have already arrived at your own perfection which is eternally imperfect.


Fixation & The Matchmaker

The older I get, the less objections I seem to have to the phrase "All is One."

As an extension of our last article: "What is natural?", essentially all distortion can be traced directly back your distance from from God -- from life -- from people. From your "qualia" -- your experience. Again, distance being a hide-and-seek game with your own will.

For the context of this article, what is "distortion?"

Distortion is most easily understood as fear, but manifests more as consumption (as in, the consumption or expiration of your experiential world), but it is technically whatever isolates you further within yourself and lengthens the time between your decisions and the execution of your will.

I use the term fixation rather than density, because it is easy to imagine yourself fixating on something -- on focusing on something with intent. When you understand this idea of fixation, you can work backwards to connect yourself to the idea of the "world" you are experiencing before you. You can "broaden your horizons" knowing that you are the horizons.

Density is a little harder to convey, in my opinion. Density suggests a heaviness, which can be felt but easily missed. Density doesn't relate you to your experience quite as well. I use the word fixation because it lets you sink your teeth into the idea through a simple exercise. Look closely at any object near you. Now, unfocus your gaze and take in as much of your room as possible.

When you are unfocused like this, do you feel different? I want you to note the feeling between the two perspectives. Do you see how you "exclude" the background when you are focused? And do you see how when you "broaden your horizons", you include everything? This is similar to how you may have viewed the world when you were a child and closer to a "natural state." Now use your imagination and see how you may "fixate" like this on other ideas, concepts or people beyond your sensory perceptions as well.

Here is another trick. If something requires


What does natural mean?

The best definition of natural can be summarized as: 'a measure of distance from God.'

Now, what do we mean by distance?

God is your immediate scene. The context. It is life. Your immediate qualia. It is everything that is derived from "you." It is all around you and everything within you. The seen and the unseen. This is Unity, or the practice of unifying everything you experience -- the physical world, the mental world, the subtle (invisible relationships, definitions, meaning) and other people -- as "one."

When you understand this Unity, then anything that imposes a weight upon it can be considered a distance. In order to have experience -- in order to impose some sense of order upon the cacophony of omniscience -- we must impart these weights. Weights might also be considered judgements, or boundaries. The way you experience a flower is a collection of boundaries.

You must have a concept of perspective -- seeing behind your eyes -- a sense of physical distance -- the space between you and the flower -- the texture of the petals, the scent, the shape -- are all boundaries that are required for you to have an experience. There are more subtitles that are hidden here as well like disowning a part of your will to allow a sense that the flower is 'not you', that allows the flower to borrow your will to grow and so on.

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Stay True, Stay Safe

NOTE! As I have warned many times, do not get caught up on words, or semantics. Look beyond. You can substitute the word vampire in this article for a lot of other words like "lost soul", or "unawakened."

You can also substitute God for Source, The Force, the cosmos or universe, the collective -- there are lots of words that may be more suitable to your understanding.

God is not stupid.

God does not allow those who are in abdication of their throne to affect the realms who are sitting on their throne. The entire world will bend and break and contort so the realm of a King and realm of a peasant will never interact. You only become a peasant thinking you need to take someone else's crown, because you are born with a crown -- you are born a King. It is your own foolishness that tosses the crown away so you can pretend to be a peasant.

Whether you believe this protection between peasants and royalty (a word that is too indulgent but gets the point across!) is divine -- as in guided by angels, ancestors -- or inherent to the nature of the universe and is something we must all learn -- it is immaterial. Both result in the same place and both perspectives are valid/valuable.

If you want to play peasant, that is your choice, but try to imagine how the life of a peasant will be conveyed to you -- overwhelming oppression by your environment. How else do we define peasant except by its context? A peasant is meaningless in a void. The individual unit and the context are inseparable -- this is your beginning to understand how this is not dualistic or polarized universe. Everything is unified, so carefully pick what you are choosing to express.

It is important to remember that "spaces do not conflict." What you see as a world outside of you is more like a quilt that is stitched together and the seams are hidden from you. You draw an arbitrary line between the physical world and dreams, for instance, when there is


Live Like an Immortal

How do you make your decisions? Do you plan for tomorrow? Do you consider yesterday?

You shouldn't.

You already know everything you need to know right now. The moment you step forward or back -- you have become lost. Much like the moment you argue with anything or anyone -- you lose.

Tomorrow doesn't exist. Today depends on tomorrow -- not the other way around. What you do today does not produce "tomorrow" but what you expect for tomorrow DOES produce today, because tomorrow is just a story you are holding in your mind. That is how the illusion of time is created.

It is the heavy burden of yesterday & today that creates the "sequence" of your "now" experience that is so misleading. It is the expectations of this sequence that keeps you moving from one page to the next, rather than skipping ahead or changing books.

Reality does not divide neatly into yesterday, today, or tomorrow, but the rising of the sun & moon, the tracking of calendars and the outputs of clocks give clever devices to fooling you. When you sleep, you loosen the reins of your iron grip for a little while on this game you are playing and let the universe play with you a little more freely.

When you understand that numbers on a clock and the sun in the sky are part of a "program" deep within yourself then you understand your entire experience is "you."

All of these things produce expectations, habits and motions in which you continually repeat "sequence" even when the sequence no longer serves you, or turns into suffering. It creates the "buffer" of reality, like a boomerang you are throwing in every moment. But the throwing of the boomerang is the mistake in the first place -- not a design to glorify.

You are the clocks, the sun, the moon and the stars. You are the land, the houses, the people. But they are also themselves and they join you