Esoteric

I know you are living because you still feel.

The dead no longer feel.

You think you are among them ... but I know you are faking it.

You are wearing a mask because you fear what is underneath.

The dead have no mask. They rotted away for all to see.

I see the pain inside of you. You cannot hide it, because I also feel it.

You see two worlds. A world you love and a world you live in.

But there is no difference between these places except that you have omitted yourself from one of them.

It is in the separation of these worlds where you live.

And so if you want to live in the world that you love, then you must love both yourself and the world.

The world is always whole and complete as you have painted it.

The dead -- the mortal -- only see opportunity and conquest in this void that you have made between worlds, because they are looking for themselves.

How do you love yourself if you cannot find yourself?

The dead fill the place where you have left and are showing you how to find yourself -- to see what you need to see.

They are forcing you to see the love you have for them, but not for yourself.

You have compassion for the whole world, but when you have omitted yourself, the world has none for you.

And so the dead eat the dead, looking for the love you have hidden.

The dead are as forever and eternal as you are -- and they will never stop coming for you until you stop coming for yourself.

And if you cannot see yourself, you cannot find where

When you set boundaries with people, you are informing the universe to return your power of story writing to you. You are ejecting a character from your story who has stolen the show, or turned it into a genre you don't want to read.

For the authors out there or anyone who has wrote a story, you may understand how characters want to write their own stories in your book. They have their own voices and desires. Some of them try to steal the show, even when it doesn't serve the story, or even when it breaks the story and as an author it is your job to stop them, or, when needed, remove them for the sake of the story's verisimilitude. Look up the phrase "Kill your darlings."

This isn't to assert that reality cannot skip, or break, or perform miracles -- that your book can't contain magic -- but that some fixture is required to maintain the coherence of the world without it falling into useless chaos. That fixture is YOU.

Your verisimilitude is your own integrity. It is your life. It is your ability to maintain your flow & happiness and ascend to a higher state of being.

As as ascendant, you should be unifying the "here" and "there" and understanding there is no difference between the physical world and the dream world. The dream world is your perception of God that is less fettered and so becomes a kind of chaotic mixture of everything that is part of your story that is coming & going.

This article will not be about dreams, but the better you understand yourself and can "distill" yourself out of your dreams, the better you can figure out what is yours and what is not.

And in this understanding you should understand there is no conventional reality that unfolds outside of your own experience -- just a kind of eternal battle of terms & conditions, or figuring out the spatial & time coordinates of your next destination from where and only there you have an "experience."

That doesn't mean that the universe isn't unfolding in what is

Be sure to read The Order of Creation which was posted on the same day as this.

No amount of fame or fortune will save you from having no integrity. What do I mean by this?

Let me first clarify integrity.

What I mean by integrity in this context is not what you may traditionally associate with the word, although that it is still relevant. Integrity in this context means coherence. It means congruence. It means flow. Harmony. Having your head & heart aligned. Authenticity. Making decisions without remorse, regret, or doubt, or taking full accountability for consequences even if you cannot achieve that. It means operating within your truth or paradigm in a way that produces little to no friction, or being able to transmute the friction if it does.

Conventional or developing science may identify integrity as the stability of a toroidal or magnetic field. More esoteric or spiritual works might call this your aura, frequency or your vibe. Traditional philosophy might just consider it personal integrity, honor, truth and so on.

Anyone reading this blog knows I am not a big fan of human "science", but if it helps you to understand, then it serves my purposes. When you begin to unify yourself and your experience, then "science" is just part of the, let's say -- spatial coordinates which you find yourself -- whilst knowing there is no such thing as space or time.

This does not have to be a moral evaluation, but you must understand that virtues like compassion, patience, faith and love are ingredients like salt and pepper when realms are created.

Compassion = allowance of being & docking. Compassion allows us to play together and without it ships cannot dock.

Patience = not obstructing your own will and is also related to the construction of a buffer that delays will that creates illusions of sequence for stability and linearity.

These are just a few examples of "world building" requirements. If you omit them, this is difference between a professional

The order of creation is Will (Love) -> Intention -> Story -> Feeling.

There is no actual "order" as these elements are all inexorable, intertwined and unified, but this ordering is illustrative.

There is no such thing as "energy." There is no "physical" world. These are all derived functions from the above ordering. The physical world is an "illusion" produced by an effect of feeling, but feeling arises after intention and after story. The word illusion here is simply illustrative because it for all intents and purposes there is nothing else in reality but illusion -- so if it is all illusion then that is "reality."

The de-lusional -- the ones actually in illusion -- are those that are trapped by the sequential.

Feeling as "last" in the ordering, feeling is subservient to the verisimilitude required by story. Stories that contrived or badly written are still "superior" in the ordering and thus are higher masters than feelings and your world will obey the story before it obeys the feeling.

Hence, why you seemingly cannot avoid feeling hungry, or pain, because you are obeying the story, which you already chose and are re-choosing in every moment of every day.

Similarly, your unseen reality will contrive and cheat you until you learn to stand in your own truth and protect the boundaries of your "dream template" because this is how you experience victimization. Victimization will cause your "unseen" reality to cheat you whenever it can because you don't have the awareness to stop yourself from misusing your own will.

Another way to think about this is that when you are fully within your power -- or agency -- you feel "at one" or in flow with the world. Consider that wherever you find yourself right now is your highest level of lucid mastery you have ever had. It perfectly represents your level of agency within your stable "dream."

The story is not static but a dynamic moving window. The window is truth. Whilst within the window, this truth is objective. That which is outside the window is subjective. Subjective and

What do you think about potential? About the unknown?

I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Is that a terror? Some think so.

I think it is beautiful.

No matter whether that tomorrow brings joy, happiness, or pain and suffering. I love it and I love exploring this universe -- this dream -- of ours in this way and none other. And everyday that passes I realize this was always my hidden calling for which I have been training myself.

This is the path I chose.

Ra, in the Law of One, believed that negative beings are the ones who have inverted their understanding of the universe as potential as a means of exploring how they are an aspect of God. I don't quite agree, but I think he was onto something there, because adventurers don't quite view the world like normal people.

Every adventurer, every gamer, every hero from every fantasy from every story is a being who prefers the unknown over the security of a collective. One collective isn't enough. They want to visit them all.

Adventurers rally together through their own collective of self-sovereignty -- of independence and wanderlust -- but until they find that place or camaraderie through trials and tribulations, this path is isolating, lonely and brutal.

An adventurer is called to this life. It chooses you. Anyone not on the path doesn't quite understand because they have different values. They prefer the civilization over the freedom. Others see a world they want to improve and stabilize -- to create a home -- but an adventurer carries their home with them.

An adventurer is a being who is values freedom to such an extreme that they effectively outcast themselves.

Some want a guarantee, or a promise, or insurance before they give themselves permission to live. We think we can somehow collect a debt, or borrow from the future

Money is part of the scene.

What do I mean by the scene?

The scene is the moving frame of your unified life. And what is your unified life? What is UNITY?

UNITY, in this context, is the unification of all of your experience. This includes your five senses, your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, definitions, meanings, memories, the ideas of others or others themselves, the world or universe or space that is unseen to you, your senses of intangible or "subtle" things like time, distance or movement, the relationships between all of these things — everything that occurs in your “qualia.” There are no exceptions.

You may have a problem understanding unity if you make arbitrary exceptions for tough concepts like people ("The Other"), or the agency these people possess, or their memories or their influence or impact on your life. Other tough ones can include nature itself and your bodily health.

Nothing can be exempted. Nothing. OK? Nothing. Not even nothing itself.

Money is not something you can pursue or acquire. You are not in the scene.

You cannot possess it, anymore than it can possess you. You cannot separate, or divide, something without fundamentally changing its nature which is always whole.

Should you dedicate yourself to the acquisition of money, you have fallen off of your throne in order to become part of your scene, rather than the director of that scene. I call this fixation and some beliefs call it density. Other philosophies may measure it in terms of wisdom or a scale of harmony or balance you hold within as you become more actualized and are able to distinguish where you truly reside.

Once you become part of the scene, then the scene becomes your director and you have lost your power. The harder you commit to being part of the scene, the more entangled and dependent you will become. This entanglement hides the path to your true

Alright, I am going to attempt to make a dent in this topic.

Imagine you are carrying a backpack. This backpack contains everything you need in order to live (have an experience -- qualia.) You can only hold so much inside of it (buffer.) If you put too much inside of it, it weighs you down (makes you feel burdened) and slows down your experience. It reduces how far you can travel and makes it more burdensome to get there.

If you keep your backpack light, you have a spring in your step and you can get to where you want to go quicker. It is also easier for you to see where you going, or reach places that you give you good vantage points.

"Where you want to go" are your intentions (destination) and will.

The world within which you are traveling can be considered to be your soul -- a library of all of your eternal experiences -- plus the souls (and their libraries) of all other co-creators, that are offering you "suggestions" on how to add, remove or use resources from your backpack.

Let us imagine two different travelers.

One traveler fills their backpack with goods they have purchased from town. All the best and finest adventuring gear. The finest rations. There is no scenario that this traveler is unprepared to deal with. Their backpack is heavy and overburdened, but they are "ready for anything!"

The other traveler purchases some essentials, but plans to forage or live off the land -- to hunt -- in other words -- this traveler intends to fill their backpack with what they find along the way.

Let us consider the fundamental intentions hidden underneath both of these travelers.

The first traveler though well-meaning is carrying a backpack full of fear & dependencies. He does not trust himself to forage, or hunt, but relies on the goods and products of others. And he feels so unprepared for the journey ahead, he

You are in a reality that is moldable like putty and you are engaged in 24/7 non-stop warfare on how to sculpt it.

I use the word "warfare" not because this is a desirable state but because we aren't quite to the point where we might call it true co-creation -- cooperative design, or play.

As long as we are fixated or stuck into the machinations of the physical world, we are subject to the whims of all the comings and goings of the minds in the "ethereal." You might consider the ethereal your own imagination or psychic space, the collective unconscious, the dream realm, a shared psychic realm, the plane of intentions, the universal boardroom where deals are made, the universal courthouse, or the universal diplomatic embassy.

Becoming overly enamored with the physical world which is primarily done via fixation -- generally as a result of having a poor grasp of self, or incoherence within one's paradigm. Another way to identify fixation is being too attached to all your yesterdays, or too focused on all your tomorrows. While everything is "now", you want to have skillful discernment in what you "distill" from your past and what anchors you allow to guide your tomorrows.

This is how we allow tomorrow to influence yesterday, because it allows us to decide what yesterday is still useful to us in producing "now."

The ego is easier to identify when you understand that it is ruthlessly linear. It absolutely cannot let go of yesterday. It is "historic." It does not understand the virtue of forgiveness, which is being able to release yesterday without prerequisites or conditions. Forgiveness is how contrivances and seemingly unresolvable situations are resolved -- by forgiving them and letting them go. This is also the beginning of time travel.

The "hope" you retain for tomorrow represents a space that you open within yourself, like a basin laden with love or allowance. Rather than stipulating how this tomorrow might come to you in the form of plans and agendas, all you need is the hold the cup

So, now I will reveal the true nature of co-creation (as I understand it.)

There are a few pre-requisites we need to go over here. Let us review UNITY as I define it again.

UNITY, in this context, is the unification of all of your experience. This includes your five senses, your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, definitions, meanings, memories, the ideas of others or others themselves, the world or universe or space that is unseen to you, your senses of intangible things like time, distance or movement, the relationships between all of these things -- everything that occurs in your "qualia."

YOU are the administrator of this entire database of information. But what are YOU? Let us first talk about from whence does all this information come?

This information comes from what I call your TOTALITY, or your WAVE, or your SOUL. The soul contains the full depth & breadth of your "Akashic record." That is, these are all the lifetimes -- or timelines -- or dreams -- you have lived that bear your unique signature. Conventional students can call this DNA, if they wish, but that is a physical after-image. You are BORN with it because it precedes your incarnation.

What is your signature? It is the eternal movement of your will. Your decisions. This is the "salt", as in computer encryption, that creates a trail that follows you for all eternity.

n cryptography, a salt is random data fed as an additional input to a one-way function that hashes data, a password or passphrase.^[1] Salting helps defend against attacks that use precomputed tables (e.g. rainbow tables), by vastly growing the size of table needed for a successful attack.^[2][3][4] It also helps protect passwords that occur multiple times in a database, as a new salt is used for each password instance.^[5] Additionally, salting does not place any burden on users.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salt_(cryptography)

So this information is recorded via

What does success look like? It looks like pain & persistence. Anyone who tells you otherwise is a liar.

What is pain?

Pain is the soul purifying itself. It is what it feels like when it identifies a distortion or imbalance within the soul. When there is incoherence or a lack of integrity, it produces pain. Pain can be physical or mental. Pain represents a blockage, or a stagnation, as this is what blocks will -- the flow of life -- and when it becomes severe enough, it will begin to produce distortions in your reality -- not just your body, but your entire life, even including who is invited into your experience and how they treat you, for you cannot help but "hear" your own Nonsense (or "the devil.")

It is not Nonsense jumping from person to person, but YOU who are hearing your own flaws through the voices and stories of others. YOU will create the perfect story every time because only YOU know yourself best.

What is critical to understand about all of reality is that everything is a mirror until you are able to actualize. Once actualization is done, you are able to distill your "ego" out of all perception. Combine this with the true understanding of Unity -- which is that you are watching a kind of choose-your-own-adventure movie which encompasses the entire world of your experience both inside & out -- this combination allows you to detach from the entire scene of the world.

Understanding any of this on an intellectual level is insufficient. It takes years of commitment to these ideas to "train" the soul. Lip service is not good enough. Belief cannot be faked. The soul is a student that requires your training. Your lucid awareness is how the soul is trained. Your lucid awareness is your apex absolute dominion and the world must obey. This training process is not done with simple apprehension, but applied practice.

Nothing is omitted from this practice. The soul is trained whether you are "still" or "in motion" because will/creation is