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State of the Garden (February)

I found my old camera and took some proper photos. Here you go. Betcha never saw celery in its natural habitat -- you know, out of the grocery store.

Also shown here are arugula (one flowering and lots of others), two types of lettuce, swiss & rainbow chard, bluebonnets (not yet bloomed), cilantro (a little wild), rosemary, and my greenhouse which I cleaned up for Spring.


The Mask of Money

Money is part of the scene.

What do I mean by the scene?

The scene is the moving frame of your unified life. And what is your unified life? What is UNITY?

UNITY, in this context, is the unification of all of your experience. This includes your five senses, your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, definitions, meanings, memories, the ideas of others or others themselves, the world or universe or space that is unseen to you, your senses of intangible or "subtle" things like time, distance or movement, the relationships between all of these things — everything that occurs in your “qualia.” There are no exceptions.

You may have a problem understanding unity if you make arbitrary exceptions for tough concepts like people ("The Other"), or the agency these people possess, or their memories or their influence or impact on your life. Other tough ones can include nature itself and your bodily health.

Nothing can be exempted. Nothing. OK? Nothing. Not even nothing itself.

Money is not something you can pursue or acquire. You are not in the scene.

You cannot possess it, anymore than it can possess you. You cannot separate, or divide, something without fundamentally changing its nature which is always whole.

Should you dedicate yourself to the acquisition of money, you have fallen off of your throne in order to become part of your scene, rather than the director of that scene. I call this fixation and some beliefs call it density. Other philosophies may measure it in terms of wisdom or a scale of harmony or balance you hold within as you become more actualized and are able to distinguish where you truly reside.

Once you become part of the scene, then the scene becomes your director and you have lost your power. The harder you commit to being part of the scene, the more entangled and dependent you will become. This entanglement hides the path to your true


Feeling good.

Let's get some historical records going in here and see where we are next year.

2-8-5 -- I say, I haven't aged a day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Edwsf-8F3sI

A little on Starseeds

Okay, this is going to be a way different type of article.

I love stones & crystals and I am using them also as an excuse to research & talk about Starseeds a little bit -- so I am going to gather up some information as a way of educating both myself and you reader!

This article will not address the characteristics of different Starseeds, as it is a subject matter with surprising depth and that just isn't the style of this website. I am also not versed enough to talk about it off the cuff.

If you would like to know more about the Starseeds, I suggest this article -->

https://thebalancedblonde.com/2022/11/09/all-starseed-types-lets-get-into-it/

These are the most well-known Starseed origins :

Pleiadian, Taygetan, Sirian, Arcturian, Andromedan, Orion, Mintaken, Lemurian, Venusian, Lyran, Lightworkers, Indigo/Crystal/Rainbow children

Do I consider myself a Starseed?

My life has been bizarre, unusual and even at times orchestrated, like I have a mission or purpose to fulfill. I have had severe and unusual problems connecting to other people, like I did not understand just basic concepts that seemed natural to them. I don't mean just being shy, but like I did not comprehend sort of natural impulses or behaviors.

I was often ostracized, misunderstood and bullied because of this as if there was something dysfunctional with me, even though that is never how I felt. I had a strong sense of self even as a child and for most of the time I just felt like I didn't belong.

I did not have a strong concept of "separation." I always thought everyone was suppose to be your friend and that everyone had compassion for each other. I was ridiculed for this attitude all the time. I had to learn the hard way over and over that isn't how it works here "on Earth"

My life has been numerous, countless examples that are similar or more nuanced than this that have



Identities & Gender Warfare

Alright, I am going to attempt to make a dent in this topic.

Imagine you are carrying a backpack. This backpack contains everything you need in order to live (have an experience -- qualia.) You can only hold so much inside of it (buffer.) If you put too much inside of it, it weighs you down (makes you feel burdened) and slows down your experience. It reduces how far you can travel and makes it more burdensome to get there.

If you keep your backpack light, you have a spring in your step and you can get to where you want to go quicker. It is also easier for you to see where you going, or reach places that you give you good vantage points.

"Where you want to go" are your intentions (destination) and will.

The world within which you are traveling can be considered to be your soul -- a library of all of your eternal experiences -- plus the souls (and their libraries) of all other co-creators, that are offering you "suggestions" on how to add, remove or use resources from your backpack.

Let us imagine two different travelers.

One traveler fills their backpack with goods they have purchased from town. All the best and finest adventuring gear. The finest rations. There is no scenario that this traveler is unprepared to deal with. Their backpack is heavy and overburdened, but they are "ready for anything!"

The other traveler purchases some essentials, but plans to forage or live off the land -- to hunt -- in other words -- this traveler intends to fill their backpack with what they find along the way.

Let us consider the fundamental intentions hidden underneath both of these travelers.

The first traveler though well-meaning is carrying a backpack full of fear & dependencies. He does not trust himself to forage, or hunt, but relies on the goods and products of others. And he feels so unprepared for the journey ahead, he


4D Warfare & What You Need to See

You are in a reality that is moldable like putty and you are engaged in 24/7 non-stop warfare on how to sculpt it.

I use the word "warfare" not because this is a desirable state but because we aren't quite to the point where we might call it true co-creation -- cooperative design, or play.

As long as we are fixated or stuck into the machinations of the physical world, we are subject to the whims of all the comings and goings of the minds in the "ethereal." You might consider the ethereal your own imagination or psychic space, the collective unconscious, the dream realm, a shared psychic realm, the plane of intentions, the universal boardroom where deals are made, the universal courthouse, or the universal diplomatic embassy.

Becoming overly enamored with the physical world which is primarily done via fixation -- generally as a result of having a poor grasp of self, or incoherence within one's paradigm. Another way to identify fixation is being too attached to all your yesterdays, or too focused on all your tomorrows. While everything is "now", you want to have skillful discernment in what you "distill" from your past and what anchors you allow to guide your tomorrows.

This is how we allow tomorrow to influence yesterday, because it allows us to decide what yesterday is still useful to us in producing "now."

The ego is easier to identify when you understand that it is ruthlessly linear. It absolutely cannot let go of yesterday. It is "historic." It does not understand the virtue of forgiveness, which is being able to release yesterday without prerequisites or conditions. Forgiveness is how contrivances and seemingly unresolvable situations are resolved -- by forgiving them and letting them go. This is also the beginning of time travel.

The "hope" you retain for tomorrow represents a space that you open within yourself, like a basin laden with love or allowance. Rather than stipulating how this tomorrow might come to you in the form of plans and agendas, all you need is the hold the cup


Unity & Co-Creation

So, now I will reveal the true nature of co-creation (as I understand it.)

There are a few pre-requisites we need to go over here. Let us review UNITY as I define it again.

UNITY, in this context, is the unification of all of your experience. This includes your five senses, your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, definitions, meanings, memories, the ideas of others or others themselves, the world or universe or space that is unseen to you, your senses of intangible things like time, distance or movement, the relationships between all of these things -- everything that occurs in your "qualia."

YOU are the administrator of this entire database of information. But what are YOU? Let us first talk about from whence does all this information come?

This information comes from what I call your TOTALITY, or your WAVE, or your SOUL. The soul contains the full depth & breadth of your "Akashic record." That is, these are all the lifetimes -- or timelines -- or dreams -- you have lived that bear your unique signature. Conventional students can call this DNA, if they wish, but that is a physical after-image. You are BORN with it because it precedes your incarnation.

What is your signature? It is the eternal movement of your will. Your decisions. This is the "salt", as in computer encryption, that creates a trail that follows you for all eternity.

n cryptography, a salt is random data fed as an additional input to a one-way function that hashes data, a password or passphrase.[1] Salting helps defend against attacks that use precomputed tables (e.g. rainbow tables), by vastly growing the size of table needed for a successful attack.[2][3][4] It also helps protect passwords that occur multiple times in a database, as a new salt is used for each password instance.[5] Additionally, salting does not place any burden on users.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salt_(cryptography)

So this information is recorded via


Destiny swaps, counterparts, binding magic

You can substitute soulmate, or divine counterpart for twin flame in this article. I do not consider anyone irrevocably bound to another, but I do believe souls can become very entwined where these words are appropriate.

I never used to believe in Starseeds or twin flames until this year when I started receiving dream after dream in sequence regarding events and people that seemed to suggest I was intertwined with someone I love. Starseeds will be a topic for the future, though, as I have not explored it much.

Everyday I become a little more convinced I may not be from this neighborhood.

I hope that she sees this and it resonates something within her. Otherwise, I hope others may benefit from this article which seems so arcane and eldritch. I apologize. I do not yet know how to present this material with more simple clarity.

Have you ever heard of the term 'Destiny Swap'?

I never heard it until this year when I walked away from a connection who I felt was somehow harming me. If you knew me personally, you would know that until a few years ago, I had almost no boundaries with anyone. I wore my heart on my sleeve. I tried to see the best in people at all times, gave of myself too much and it was hard for me to learn that some people are not who we think.

It was through years of introspection, dreams and intuitive deduction that I felt compelled to break this connection for my own health & safety. I have experiences with this person as a kid that I am not prepared to reveal on this blog. Let's throw out some terms to jog your imagination, though: Free masonry. Illuminati. Cabal. Cults.

I did not belong to these groups nor did my family, but I believe I was exposed to one. This person was a bully.

There is a reason that there is so much controversy around trafficking that goes beyond perversion and it has to do with farming actual "manifestation" power.


Imposters & Scams

Just so readers are aware: I do not post or talk on any other platforms at this time.

I have a Tumblr account that is not in use at this time here --> https://www.tumblr.com/macil

I have a Deviantart that is not in use at this time here --> https://www.deviantart.com/macil

If you see the handle "macil" which I use as my author name on any other site other than this website -- it is not me and you are not speaking to me.

I do not use Twitch, Discord, or Steam to talk to people.

I do not use Facebook, Instagram, LinkedIn, Twitter / X, Gab, Substack, or any other platform to post or talk to people.

I may be reached by at --> [email protected]

I will make announcements or post links here if and when I begin to use other platforms.