This is a bit of a follow-up to the last post. As of December 18th, 2022 I haven’t touched a video game. A week or two ago (and a bit of a revisit this post), I submitted the requests to delete my Steam library and Twitch accounts. Now. Am I doing these things because I […]
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Moments of clarity that become easier and easier to hold. We do the work, perpetuate the frequency and it unlocks the universe. When you are able to integrate the concept of “computers” into a unity perspective — that the computers are part of an expression of a singular consciousness — then we can see the
This life is always a balance of paradoxical states. At least it is once you are able to reliably think from non-polarized axioms (which honestly is an ongoing practice whilst living as a human.) This wisdom is reflected in many philosophies, but the one of my favorite phrases is: “in but not of.” You know
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When people hear “will” they often believe it is synonymous with “willpower” and this couldn’t be farther from the truth. What is willpower? Willpower represents a state of distrust, or rejection — it is the tantrum a child throws after they cause their own problem. Willpower is the attempt to “resolve” a problem you have
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Adopting a paradigm that free will is absolute is not all sunshine & daises. In fact, there are some disturbing truths that I have uncovered. As with all work of this nature, integrating this truth requires recognizing the importance of other people and their total autonomy within your overall paradigm. This is implicit in the
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I am a sort of ex-gamer. That is, I used to play video games. A lot. I’ve talked bit about that before. And now I don’t. I may do some constructive gaming / content creation in the future. I didn’t stop playing video games because I hate them, or think they are evil. The real
I realized this post is basically a poor draft of what is now the front page. I recommend you start there instead. I have migrated — again — from Tumblr to WordPress. While I am not fond of WordPress (as a developer, it is growing on me), I needed greater control without being bogged down
I had forgotten how much I love the movie Hook, from start to finish. I resonate with this story so much that it is absurd. From the story of Peter having an intense fear of death, to “devolving to an adult” and forgetting who he is, to finding a reason to be and to becoming
Hook, Hook, give us the Hook! Read More »
This idea of constant soul/individual growth is dysfunctional and non-sustainable. It is entropic. There is no time. We are playing in this “now moment” for all time. Our experience is a Wave that is always changing (which gives us the variance of experience), but “we” are complete and whole. That all choices are recorded –
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Continuing to come back into things I figured out years ago. Feels like this whole year I have been reassembling / re-doing work I already did. I’m done pretending that I am not upset about this. We already know that there is no such thing as polarity. However, for the sake of this Earthly discussion,
Remembering Synthesis Read More »
