
I'm going to start a practice of doing daily sketches and maybe a few other "dailies." This one was made on my iPad using Procreate.
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I'm going to start a practice of doing daily sketches and maybe a few other "dailies." This one was made on my iPad using Procreate.
Be sure to read the prior article: What is evil? since I posted both of these at the same time.
To understand vampirism, there are quite a few mechanics of this world that one must understand. I will attempt to give a high level overview here, but don't expect to understand this all at once. Again, as I spoke about when I started this blog -- the blog is meant to be taken as a whole. If a piece gives you an 'aha', then that is great -- but the understandings I am putting out here are incomplete in themselves.
First of all, vampires do not understand they are vampires. As we talked about in the prior article, Nonsense has no agency. Those who are indulging in vampirism have no agency but are more "possessed of Nonsense." There is a reason the vampire is "undead" -- because it has no life. It is false life. An abdication of the throne -- an ejection of God. They are letting the natural energy of the cosmos run wild in their realm but have a basic structure of "ego" that allows it some kind of animation or structure that is deceptive.
The natural state of a soul is unconditional love, because that is the "root of God." Then there are "layers on top" that allow life to be expressed. Some of these layers produce Nonsense, or anti-life -- these are patterns we talked about in the prior article. These prevent souls from using their agency.
One must have a basic understanding of the idea of the True Self, or what I call MVG -- or what others might call Nirvana, Christ Consciousness, Enlightenment and so on …
You are the observer behind it all, making Decisions. It seems like this should be a simple concept to convey, but physical reality makes this impossibly hard to teach people.
It is a little easier if you can accept the whole world and your physical experience is coming from you. I call this Unity. It is not outside of you. This will ease your understanding a little that you are like
Evil is in the word itself -- inverted life. Anti-life. Evil is what I call "Nonsense" because this is what evil produces -- nonsense, the inane/insane, chaos, anti-creation.
Evil is not destruction. Evil is not death. Evil is not "negative" -- like wrath, or envy. Evil is not the opposite of good, or the opposite of positive.
Evil is that which breaks down the coherence of consciousness. It produces patterns that displace or remove the ability of life to exist. It is a kind of glitch produced by attempting to create an impossible state, or the confluence of states that are incompatible -- thus creating a space for evil.
It is not easy to point and say: "That is evil." Evil requires skillful discernment, but when one begins to comprehend the basic requirements of life, it becomes easier to identify the things which cause life to suffocate.
Stagnation is often an indication of evil, for example. Excess is also often a hiding place of evil.
If I had to summarize evil, it is the abdication of will. When one steps off their throne, evil sits on it. This is a spectrum and not a binary. You can "partially" abdicate.
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But let us be clear: evil has no agency. Evil is anti-agency. Evil does not think, or plan, or strategize. It does not experience. Experience happens *to it.* Evil victimizes itself. It is how you "try" to experience pretending you do not have free will, but this creates an impossible state which creates "glitches" which you experience as a breakdown of reality.
As soon as you begin to see enemies or adversaries, you are disowning your will so that you may experience these challenges and opposition. If you blame, judge or ridicule others, you have fallen off your throne and allowing evil to play -- and evil will always create chaos.
Evil is not capable of creation because creation requires the